ive been a lazy bugger who refuse to upload my blog. heh x) maybe cuz ive been home all these while tt i dun feel tt anything exciting has been happening.

uni officially starts tmr for me. yepperrss!! 1st yr psych here i come!! kinda stoked but i noe i will dread it when skool terms starts! but then again.. i onli go skool for 20 days then i got a break for a week(: so aint tt bad but yeaaa. am feeling the stress already!! UH OH!!! :(

anyways im wayyyy behind in uploading my pics!! TSK!! i shall let the pics do the talking(:

30th jan...

1st feb... me n S's 1st mth!!

im such a failure!! feb is ending n im jus uploading pics at the end of jan n start of feb!!! my goodness!! k more pics coming ur way sooonn!! (:

ps... 45mins more till its me n S's 2nd mth!!!! (:

k on the fone wif him nw... shall give him my undivided attention nw. BYEEEE

flashbaccckkkkk.. over the CNY period!

sunday 14th feb

HAPPY VDAY N CNY!!! (:

-visiting at both sides of the fam.. yea yea boring as hell

-my fam is jus nt like REGULAR fams la. we dun gamble... n i dun talk much to my cousins.

-HUGE age gap maybe

-then i "ran away frm home" (quoted by my mum. HAHA) for 1 day

monday 15th feb

-me n S went to watch 'valentines day' at cathay around 4ish

-great great movie. i find it hw amazing hw the director managed to link all the actors n actresses together 1 way or another.

-oh be4 movie we went for bnj (: but i still prefer gusstimo waaayyyy more!

-after the movie we went starbucks.. chilled for a while then headed over to his hse to visit his fam(:

-the guys were there too... his mum made this yummilicious mushroom soup!! OMG TO DIE FOR!!

-then yuzhen made some dip n all.. me n darren happily sat around the table munching on carrot, celery n cucumber sticks dipping wif the dip. HAHA

-wii as usual... watched a bit of GI joe wif S's nephew sitting so close to me. HAHA MAD CUTE

-i went off around 2ish?

tuesday 16th feb

-a veri chill day for me n S

-he came over for dinz wif my fam n i

-he went through the whole "interview" wif my uncle. it was dam funni!!

-at nite he flew off :(

k the rest of the days.. ive been stuck at home. refusing to step out of my comfort zone. i was home bound. gym.. sleep... watch tv... call S.. realli lifestyle of a pig but i LOVE IT!

saturday 21st feb

-visited some fam thingy for lunch n all...

-home i went n received a few calls frm my party babies n we had our sat nite all planned out((:

-so me n kerry baby onli went to zirca around 2plus!? yea DAM EARLY plss

-but it was soooooooooo worth gg down!! BASS AGENTS WERE DA SEX!! HELL YEAHHH!

-we got soooo high. jaggberbombs frm my godfather... chamapagne... tequila shots.. cock sucking cowboy. gosshhh n i must thank my babygirl for all the tequila shots n cock sucking cowboy!! I LOVE U!

-zirca closed around 4ish close to 5.. so we (kerry, karan, luke, trevor, wenjun, jimmy n this girl) had breaky at macss(:

-home at 6ish.. i flew onto my bed n almost passed out but i called S to talk to him for a while(:

-yet another AWESOME ZIRCA NITE wif my babies(:

oh i must say something.. some people are jus so fking fake. as fake as a "chanel" bag. sometimes i feel like punching her fking face!! u think ur tt awesome!?! well HELL NO! ur a fake fake cheating bitch who dun deserve such a nice boyfren at all. love realli IS blind. cant believe u can be there for me.. n then do such a shit thing?! fake bitches dun deserve such frens around u.

i feel so much better after ranting. oh oh n today i was a good good girl(: ate veggies n fruits onli!! heehee x) k nw im hungry but cannot cannot!!!!

17days...



its friday n im home... k its close to 2am which means its saturday but normally at this time.. me n kerry baby will be on zirca's dancefloor/cage partying up a storm. even my whole fam is shocked im home on a fri nite!!!! *GASP* being stuck at home for 4 days hav made me soooooo lazy to get my ass out of my hse. ive become so insecure to step out of the hse already. UH OHHH.

i MISS @kerryloh !!! :(

but i realli miss my zirca family + the bouncers + the bar staff + currypuff for supper + dj marcus' music!!! WITHDRAWAL SYNDROMES!! but yet these days im soooo lazy n get tired out dam easily clubbing. i rather sit n chill rather than be on the dance floor. i guess im getting old? LOLS or rather sick of clubbing? idk but i miss everyone!!! :(

n jus nw i got a call frm R.. was jus thinking abt him last nite n he called!!! somehw im suddenly missing all my guy pals.. like i used to be so close to them n nw its like a bit drifted? maybe i should use my 1 last week of hol to catch up!!! (:

anyways am finally stepping out of the hse in 10 hrs time!!! some fam lunch thingy. eeyyerr.. k then after tt im coming home n GYM!! my diet has been an EPIC FAIL! sigghhh... i shall water diet on mon. hope i can make it!!! LOLs

still missing @squidthesean!!!!! :( u noe wat my bf is doing in brunei!!? watching cable tv!! sleeping!! eating!! OMG puiii laaa! sgp cannot do all this huh!!? must take my bf away frm me :( realli hope he moves camp in march or something. dun wan him to go taiwan again n leave me!! :( but thankgoodness hes staying in camp this time round. we still call n text each other everyday(: better than nth...


k shall crash nw. got this shitty throbbing headache!!! :( NITE

21 days... till ur back again
so the boyfren is flying off in 2hrs time AGAIN. fking hell.. k this post will be veri angry. cuz rite nw im jus a mad bitch. so filled wif hatred abt everything in this world. i jus wanna scream n shout or punch someone so hard tt my knuckles hurt too. he jus came back 2 weeks ago n nw hes off again. wats worse is tt when he comes back on the 9th of march.. he stays for a mth n he flies off again to taiwan. seriously can u imagine hw mad i am!!?

k but i go through this phase... i get mad for a while.. then i calm down n im proud of wat he does. he makes me proud to be his girlfren wif wat he does n all. nt many guys can take up this responsibility n hav this much courage to actually work in the army. esp when he can easily strike a conversation wif my uncle or male frens who was in the army be4.

but wat he say is rite la. when hes actually back... we create AMAZING memories together. if u wanna noe wat he did for me on vday... well i cant say it but it was jus MAGICAL! he gave me a vday which i hav always pictured hw a perfect vday would be. if i were a guy n i was planning for my gf.. he totally took my idea n gave it to me. but no he didnt take my idea but he planned everything so nicely n perfectly. i had the best nite evverrr. no words can describe hw brightly i smiled.. hw blissful n happy i was. it was an expensive vday on his part. but we both had so much fun n we were truely happy. im glad we managed to spend vday be4 he flew off. these memories created tt nite was so magical n memorable. it will be brought wif us for the rest of our lives together.

so this was my vday prezzie to him. matching bracelets. mine says "sean's" his says "shar's". n i did a video for him which i jus gave him jus nw. im glad my crazy dancing n heart felt words touched his heart in every way.
baby i miss u already. im irritated n annoyed. i do feel like screaming at ur face nw. but i noe when i see u.. i jus cant bring myself to cuz ur face jus brightens up my day.. cheers me up n makes me forget abt all the unhappiness n sadness. baby the memories we created on our 1st vday together will always be locked away in my heart. n when i miss u like crazy i will jus sit down quietly n let my mind run back to tt veri special day. where u held me in ur arms when i cried like a baby. getting all emotional becuz of moet n chandon. no it wasnt the champagne. but my heart was ripping apart at tt moment. all i could do was cry in ur embrace. but after all the crying.. u always noe wat to say to make me feel better n smile again.

u noe hw much u mean to me... i hate to see u go again. nt seeing u for 21 days when ive been seeing u everyday for the past 2 weeks. i wonder when will i pluck up the courage to actually send u off? i guess never. its jus too painful to watch u walk away frm me.

k to many it may be jus 21 days n im jus being a baby abt it. but when u actually experience it.. gawwdd its heart wrenching n SOOOO PAInful.

im torn apart nw... waiting for u to come back n sew me back together. i miss you already baby.. take care okay. n i love u like CRAZY. u noe tt... forever n ever.. forever in my heart. iloveyou

31st jan...
when S came back frm brunei..

k wanted to upload 30th's pics too.. but blogger decided to be a bitch.. PFFTT k so a short pic post!!

1st up... HAPPPY CNY n VALENTINES DAY!!!!! k this will be the ever 1st vday im gonna spend it wif someone i love!!! heeeheee x) im more stoked for vday than cny.. k la the onli incentive of cny is the MOOLAH!! but other than tt.. u jus get FAT!! im getting so annoyed by my weight nw. URRGG k nvm tues i shall start gg back to my gym routines!! YESSS GO ME!

oh n i received my vday prezzies frm S already!! another BIG bouquet of roses!!! 11 roses to be exact!! cus it symbolises "my one and onli" heeheee(: ive receieved 3 bouquets frm him in a short span of 1mth plus!!? HE CUTIE! n this teddybear he got frm ocs.. which has both our names sewed on both sides of the pocket!! MAD CUTE!!! i love u baby!! n i hope u loved ur prezzie frm me to u too(((: k apparently he has more surprises??!! TSK this boy!! hes always putting so much effort into everything making me such a fortunate n happy girl. realli i cant ask for anymore.
thursday 11th feb

-S had a 1/2 day frm work.. so we met at 4ish at bugis... shisha-ed((:

-its like memories for both of us. since tt was the 1st place we went together when i 1st met him((:

-over to wheelock to collect my dress n meet william for dinz... went skinny pizza n dam was it YUMMY TUMTUM!!

-william left us to go holland... we walked around ion... tt bf of mine did some last min cny shopping... we went riverisland

-k classic scenario: boyfrens in the changing room.. girlfrens standing outside each door waiting. HAHA i found it DAM FUNNI

-yea mostly guys shopping!? i came up wif a theory: GIRLS SHOP ONLINE!! YEAAHHH

-gusstimo for icecream n DAMMM it was.. OH SO YUMMY!!!!!

-went home after a loonngg day

friday 12th feb-so it was a lazy day... S came over my place to meet me.. then mumsie dropped us at his hse

-frm 2pm to 4.20am.. i was at his place

-in the arvo we babysat his niece n nephew... watched tv.. played wii... yea lazy lazy dayyy!!

-i had dindin wif his fam... then waited for the guys to come n kerry joined us too((:-the guys were suppose to come at 8 but ended up coming at 11ish?!! pfftt... kerry... zongxing... aaron.. melvin.. shaun.. rouyu.. yu zhen... darren.

-prata at jalan kayu.. then back to S's place where we played wii.. rockband.. street fighter..

-left around 4ish...

k hav a good cny n vday yall!!!!! off to bed i GOOOOO!!

flashbackkkk

29th jan wif my party babies(:

Reunion dindin(:

hollandv.fosters.zirca

pls dun ask me wat my crazy boy is doing SOOO SEXY! YUMMYlove my zirca family((: forever n ever!!i love u babygirl!! forever n ever(:kerry says tt statue thingy behind looked like karan!! HAAAlove lovessss times INFINITY!! luke didnt noe wat a hickey was.. so kerry had to show him! LOLSthen we decided to give ourselves a hickey!! HAHAHAHAbrotherly loveeeee(:

k more pics soon!! BYE