15 days...
ps.. ive got formspring !!! so go ahead n ask me anything!! dun worry i wont bite((:
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ive been so lazy to upload pics these days!! net too slow. anyways if ur on my fb... u should be updated by my pics on my profile so for the time being jus head over there to look at wat havoc ive been up to. LOLs

friday 15th jan
-skool as usual.. alot of funni moments. rosie posie makes us laugh i swear!!
-twin said "we gain abs!!" HAHAHA

-headed home.. then slept for a while.. woke up n change..
-me n kerry baby were budgeting (part of our SMS save money scheme) so we decided to take a train to newton!! TRAIN OKAYYY!! n we had many explicit convos on the train i think the people thoe we were weird. oh wellss!! WHO GIVES! i love my babygirl(:
-ivan picked us up newton mrt station... over to newton for dinner (YEA DAM BUDGET plsss!)
-bumped into inquisitive n he was wif DIPLO!! UHHUH!
-anyways we waited for elissa to come... went over to newton mrt to pick theo up.. ivan dropped us 4 at zirca
-S called(:
-the usuals when i get to zirca.. "where hav u been huh!! so long nv see u!" HAHAHA i felt so loved n missed when i saw the bouncers(:
-kenneth told me to buy redbull for everyone.. i refused!! then he said "i ban u!" LAMEEEE
-thxs to jimmy for the chivas.. we pretty much got high enough... LOLs
-kissdafunk was amazing!!!! (: didnt realli appreciate them when i was sober.. but when i was a tad bit high.. okay they were amazing!! LOL (maybe my ears were playing tricks wif me! haaa)

okay zirca has this "godfather" who rides a bicycle n sells currypuff, prata, nasi lemak, chicken wing n idk wad. the bouncers always get their mid nite snacks frm him. so last nite me n kerry baby decided to try out his food. n gosh we had a BLAST!! best supper ever after zirca!! LOL we ate prata n currypuff rite on the road outside zirca. unglam times a million but it was EPIC!! HAHAHA

nice nice ivan came to pick us up around 2.40? yea me n kery had a surprisingly early nite.. i was too tired anyways! normally we would stay till closing but last nite i wasnt in a partying mood so no point staying anyways...

pics are wif elissa.. would get them off her soon(:

oh oh u noe theres actually reception in brunei's jungle!! LIKE COOL LAAAA!!! so S managed to call me(: heehee... he was sitting by the fire.. so i said...

me: eh are u guys gonna sing camp fire songs?
S: wtf noooo!! army okaayy nt girl guides!
me: but realli wadd! HAHA if u tell ur guys ur gf said this.. i think they would piss themselves laughing! im so darn entertaining!!
S: no way am i gonna tell them!! LOLs
me: are u gonna eat toasted mashmellows!?
S: NOOOO!! u think wad? plus we dun hav mashmellows
me: aiya but i wannttt!!

HAHA!! my boyfren prolly thinks im a JOKE! LOLs!! but realli wad campfire must hav songs n mashmellows riteee!!? u noe the way he describes the jungle.. its like survivor!!! sleeping in hammocks or grass.. washing ur utensils in the stream... eating preserved process food!?

me: if u throw me in the jungle... i would die in 5mins!
S: yea i think so too!!

HAHAH!! kk la we entertain each other.. he almost sounds like tarzan!! heehee x) k BYEE!

i show u something dam cool!!
some self entertainment in skool.. heehee x) i feel like a fish in a fish bowl!! CHEAP THRILLS!!

S is in the river swimming.. wif combat boots n his gears n all... MISS U!!

day 1...

i woke up at 5am to go to the toilet... i checked my fone... 4.30am.. S texted me((: i smiled so wide cause at least i noe hes reached safely.

8.29am.. his name flashed on my screen.. it was a call frm brunei((: it was great to hear his voice after 7hrs... k so basically the whole day we texted each other wif onli a few hrs interval in between n all... it realli doesnt feel like hes away frm me. plus he called 3 times today. though i dun feel tt hes away... im still missing him like crazy. baby i love u so so much...

so i dragged my ass to skool cause i promised S i would be gg skool for the next 8 days no matter wad. stats killed me n twin... then it was town to get her jeans n my yoghurt. starbucks for 3 1/2 hrs rushing out our presentation. we almost killed each other wif our crankiness. but we had some good laughs along the way... the best one was our Chanel n ChanNel joke!! HAHAH! i told S n he laughed.

anyways my diet was an EPIC FAIL!!! ive been TRYING to pretend im living in the jungle like S too wif minimal food. but apparently today was a FAILURE!! k tmr i shall start again!!

S is gg to the river n swimming tmr. weather there aint tt good. paranoia n stress levels will increase frm 6am to 2pm tmr till i receive a text frm him n let me noe hes save. i miss u babyboy...

the countdown begins..

till u are back in my arms again

k so S is leaving on a jungle adventure to brunei in 3hrs.. (hes prolly at the airport nw) i was suppose to send him off but jus the thot of having to see him walk through the departure gates jus killed me already. so i went over to his place n said bye there.

i kept smiling when he looked into my eyes.. i tried my veri best to stop those tears frm falling down. when he hugged me... i felt my heart dropping to the bottom of the ocean. it was heart wrenching. the final hug at his doorstep... i could feel my tears ready to burst out of my eye sockets.. i held it back wif every inch of energy i had. when i let him go n had my back against him.. the tears came rolling down.

ive been through many separations. but idk y this time seemed to hurt even more. k i noe y.. cause im fking in love wif him. yea hes onli gg away for 19 days but the thot of nt having him here in the same country as me sucks. ive been so used to his morning wake up calls n forcing me to get my ass to skool. for 19 days i think im gonna die n im sure to be late for skool for the last 8 days.

this short separation would test us... so in a way its good but yet torturing!!! :( well im gonna stay strong n nt cry anymore!! afterall hes my jungle warrior n i cant be a wuss riteee!

i always tell him.. "ur gonna be saving the country n im gonna turn into a skool nerd!" LOLs...

i miss him already... i jus cant wait till these painful 19days to be over n hes back!!! we hav sooooo many things to do when he comes back.. cny shopping.. ben's farewell.. zirca.. quality make up time!!! yepperss STOKED!

i love u baby... n im gonna be faithfully counting down on my fb.. twitter n blog till u come back! =D

flashbackkk

sat 9th jan
-stay in day wif S((:
-he came over around 2ish 3... picked me up frm home n off we went to causeway point(ps i HATE heartland places on weekends. friggine crowded!!)
-lunch at some chinese place... duck duck. being wif him he makes me explore diff kinds of food. heh i likeeyy
-grocerry shopping at cold storage n gosh we had a BLAST!! lols he had to control me frm buying nonsense.. but ended up his hands started grabbing nonsense frm the shelf n putting it in the basket
-we chalked up a bill of 60bucks n its jus the 2 of us!! DIE la next time!
-went to buy 'marley n me' n 'i love u man'
-home... we baked a chocolate cake together cause i was craving((:
-watched 'i love u man' n we pissed ourselves laughing like crazzyyy!
-a nice homecooked meal.. then off we went to the pool to attempt to lose wat we ate. HAHAH
-heart to hearts in the jacuzzi wif random kids jumping here n there.. -.-
-home to shower.. off we went to meet shaun, ry, ben, darren, zx n chloe at parklane for l4d2!!!
-we all had a blast killing each other.. i had a blast killing my boyfren. HEH x) he calls me dangerous cause when im the zombie.. i attack him like crazzyyyy!
-around 2ish... went down to supperclub to check on kerry baby. she got me n S worried!
-macs supper wif S... then home(:

awesome nice chill day i had wif S. i can realli get used to this

mon 11th jan
-met S in town around 5ish... dinner... aimless walking
-decided to catch 'avatar' n i didnt get the start of the movie at all!! k i was DAM SLOW
-anywhos... we headed to hk cafe after at ion.. ate like some glutton.. peanut butter french toast is YUM! but dam gross after a while
-trained home... heart to hearts n got emo together

tues 12th jan
-S came to pick me up frm skool wif a bouquet of rose (blue rose mind u!!) n a necklace((:
-went to 'eighteen chefs' at northpoint n we had an amazing meal!!! GREAT pasta i tell u!
-i felt like a fatty.. so we walked... went to some dodgy barber to shave his head for his brunei trip
-home to jus spend some time together.. he left around 5
-i slept... woke up... headed over to his place
-we had a mini gift exchange. heh cutesieee(: glad he had a good laugh wif wat i wrote n wat i got him for his trip
-said goodbye to him there...

to be continued.. next post

for you i will... jus got back frm a nice fri nite wif S((: towned wif vanessa n john n they are a bite size couple i tell u!! both so small size. omg MAD CUTEE!! hanged around till 9ish at cine wif the skaterboys then S n marcus came for dinner.. aimless walking wif S around orchard... borders to look at cupcake recipe books.. i should realli invest in a good cupcake recipe book soon since im gonna be baking alot for my hungry lil cupcake monster!! heehee x)

finally decided to crash shaun's place which is also cherie's condo... so me n her had a nice heart to heart talk after ages again((: love u babygirl n thxs for the dress!!

headed over to shaun's wif macs supper.. again my bf is a nugget thief n nw also an apple pie thief! TSK but he cute wat to do!!! =D so it was a couples' nite in wif S, shaun n rou yu. we caught 'the ugly truth' n my poor boy was so poofed out he fell asleep on my shoulders throughout the whole movie.

decided to send him home 1st since he always sends me home 1st... n nw im home(: gonna crash soon.. hes prolly in lala land nw

i dun get hw some people can be so clingy of the past? fking leave me n my babygirls alone. stop trying to find out things or try to even get close to MY gfs n talk abt me. ur so fking repulsive its grossing ALL OF US out!! fking get over urself n stop thinking wat ur the best for me n blah blah all tt shit. sorri cause ive found someone who is even better than anyone else on this planet n someone who is actually independent n who will support me through everything. jus because i refuse to reply ur msges.. doesnt mean my gfs will reply u anything abt me. so jus fking do US all a favour n leave US alone!!! i thot we could stay frens... but sorri i guess nt in a million yrs. ps.. i dont want anything to do wif u anymore. there will NEVER EVER be a us again. mark my words on this.

im truely happy n satisfied wif everything in my life nw. ive got gfs n guy pals who will always support me through everything be it for fun or when im down. ive got a bf who loves me for me n i noe he will nv let me down. the 19 days hes gonna be away will kill me. but i noe when he gets back... we are gonna make up for it n im sooooo looking forward it. thxs baby for everything. ur truely my happy pill. waking up every morning n hearing ur voice jus starts my day off rite. n when ur nt beside me or texting or on the fone wif me... i feel so empty. but once ur name flashes on my screen... i smile frm ear to ear jus like a lil girl again. ur all tt i need.. all i ever want. quote frm u 'my one my all' (: i love u so much SYSJ!!! =D

gonna hav a nice day in wif S later(: chilling by the pool n then a home cooked meal after. yeppy doodles!! blissful love.... heehee

hi hi i miss my jungle warrior!!!!

in class nw... rosie posie being dam anal this morning.. like funni!!

my jungle warrior dam cuteee. heehee x) jap noodles wif him later!! WHEEEHAAA =D then gg over to his to chill wif the guys n play rockband n spend some quality guy time wif them(: YEPPPERSS STOKED!

cough n sniff in class. heeheee.. its an infectious place

ps... i sound like a man... S thinks i sound like him when he was 7. hahahah! k on the breek of losing my voice nw