its 3.35am.. im back to the good old days whr i drown myself wif tw dramas n read the english subtitles if they hav or if they dun.. i will jus roughly make out wat the hell the plot is abt. but its always the same old same old boy meets girl.. they fall in love.. but cant be together.. force to break up.. cry cry cry.. but get back together in the end. yea im a sucker for such shows! well its nice to be in fairytale land once in a while aint i rite girlies?

it was a nice monday i had today. bf being the sweetest kept me company the whole day cuz i hate being alone at home. but he having a recent craze on W.OW. (yea its like dejavu all over again but this time its a diff n better person! HA) brought his lappy over n played for 6hrs!!? i dun get guys n their games but trust me when he 1st started i was whinging n whinning so much i got angry n crazy at him for making me come over his hse n watch him play his stupid game. but somehw today i overcame the crazy angry self n occasionally sat on his lap n watched him play. i fell asleep on my bed for abt an hr or so n he being he sweetest would come in n kiss my cheek. n this furball son of mine too wants the share of the love.. so he happily jumped on my bed n sniffed n licked my cheek. it was a great monday being surrounded by my 2 boys i love so much. we would chase the furball around the hse.. disturb him.. give him tummy rubs.. flip him around... bestest moments are always the simpliest n most blissful(:

then it got me thinking hw lucky i am to hav my bf wif me all the time. its been 9mths n the bestest 9mths of my life! realli my bestest r/s ever out of my 6yrs of dating or watever u wanna call it. to think i actually thot i lovED those dudes in my past life. but dun get me wrong.. ive nv regretted them n in fact im still veri close frens wif ALMOST all of them. occasionally i get random calls frm 1 of them asking hw im doing n if i wanna join them at clubs. to me frenship after a break up is so important. unless i state otherwise. HAAAAAA

k off to continue watching my drama.. then shall call my computer game zombie bf n make sure he sleeps!!!

its a curse to know too much sometimes...

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i read my old blogs, browsed old pics... n ive seen wat grown n progress i made in my life. esp eversince i came back last yr to nw.. the changes ive made is esp apparent to those whos been thr for me since then till nw. 1 person is def my twin! though we dun need to talk everyday.. we always nv run out of things to catch up on when we do meet up! n each time i see her she always tells me hw proud she is of me for the drastic change since last yr till nw. it amazes her wat 1 person can do to affect n impact my life so much tt ive changed. she recently had a her fair share of life changing moments too. n i truely feel tt thrs a turning point in everyones life. its jus a matter of time till it hits u. either by a person or an event which can change ur thinking n personality. i used to be seen at clubs every wk.. sometimes even 3 times a wk... getting intoxicated n crazy. abnormal sleeping n eating habits. nw im thankful i got my life back on track. i noe wat i wanna be doing in my future.. n who i want in my future. nt jus in terms of marriage life but also those whos supported me through everyday. i cannot thank my bros n babes for always picking me up when i fall. nw ive got sean who is the permanent "life picker" of my life which i will nv trade or give up for anything else in this world. simply put it.. im thankful for everything tt has happened over a short period of 1yr cuz it made me see things differently.. forced me to grow up n treasure people n life better. but more important thankful for my frens, family n bf who always tell me to nv give up n keep on gg. all the emotional n physical support i needed to get me through everything. i love yall so much...

happy birthday to my mummy dearest!!

sudden craving for the yusheng my mummy makes after seeing this pic!! OMG OMG! n i was so skinny then during chinese new yr plss.. nw im jus a big fat huffalump! PUI

had a nice long fone call wif my mummy jus then(: said all i wanted to say so i shant write anything else here n its private too! i love u mummy.. so so much n i cant wait to see u next wk n go for our spa day!! =D

deadly sinz

1. pretty balloons
2. iPhone 4
3. bkk trip
4. perth trip
5. hk/taiwan trip
6. cakes/cupcakes
7. pretty make-up
8. wedges/clogs/flats
9. bikini
10. moet n chandon
11. shots of jagger bombs
12. feather
13. zoukout tics! (omg freakin cant wait!!)
14. cinnamon rolls
15. churros
16. popcorn machine
17. krispy kreme donuts! (which my bros are gonna buy back for me frm kl!! whoooo)

k mind blank.. im trying to make a list of wat i want/need. but i cant come up wif anything!! like yesterday when bf n i went to town trying to pick my bday prezzie.. nth seemed to appeal to me! i would look at it but then stare at it longer n go.. NAAHHH! even juicy couture my fav sinful brand doesnt make me go OMAAGGAWWDD anymore! is it becuz im getting older n pickier?

k at least i managed to churn out 17 points but even so majority are food? LOL kkeerrraazzyy! n even if i wrote bikini/shoes i dun even noe wat design n wat not. sigghh im such a picky shopper these days!! which i guess its good since at least 70% of my clothes are nt worn n rotting in my closet n i save $ too!

realli realli stoked for wed nite wif my babygirl((: n fri nite too! cuz my cutie face boy has something up his lil sleeve n my bros are in on the plan too. hmmmz... mastermind bf wat are u up to huh!!

Plans plans plans...

sat 2nd oct: party stuff shopping wif bf(:
sun 3rd oct: laze at home sunday wif the furball son since ive abandoned him the whole of saturday!

mon 4th oct: MUMSIE's BDAY!! stay home day to rest wif bf(:
tues 5th oct: facial
wed 6th oct: colour hair... 6pm: mani+pedi.. 8pm: dinz n ladies nite wif kerry baby!! like FINALLY!!
thurs 7th oct: bake day... 7pm: meet best for dinz!
fri 8th oct: dinz wif bf... cuscaden for pre drinks wif my bros.. zirca wif everyone else!
sat 9th oct: register for my BTT!! (: gonna be taking manual btw! dinz wif idk who... azzura/play wif bf, darren n crew
sun 10th oct: REST DAY

OMG STOKED FOR NEXT WK!! =D and and mumsie is coming back on the 13th!!

people who noe me n wanna join me at zirca.. PLS COME!! =D esp people i havnt seen in a while!!!

okay byeeee... shall go to bed cuz my furball son is already passed out on the floor! these few nites hes been sleeping soooo late cuz of his mother who refuse to sleep till like 6! =D

happy 9th my poopoo boy!!! (:

realli cant wait for my bday next wk... n ur bday 2 weeks after mine!!!! oh n our combine bday celebration!!! partying wif our frens n jus enjoying ur company! its gonna be our 1st bdays we spent together so ima make urs EXTRA SPECIAL!! got so many crazy things planned for u!! n i realli cant wait for u to see them! n baby we have many many many many thrillion yrs of bdays to spent together!!

my heart may be small.. but my love for u is VERI BIG!! =D i love u baby!

thursday sept 31st

-met up wif ethel twin in town for a nice chillout session! OMG I MISS HER LIKE CRAZZZYYY!

-n i realli cant wait for my bday next wk cuz shes nt gonna work on fri n celebrate my bday wif me!! =D

-our chillout session kinda got interrupted though.. but nevetheless we still had soooo much fun!

-home i went to change... xavier came to pick me up

-bottle tree park wif xavier, isk, aylwyn, marcus n his gf for dinz

-wanted to prawn thr but it was dam small.. so off to bishan we went!! when sarah came to join us too!

-prawn prawn... like we got 4 prawns onli after 3hrs!!! LOL SAD MUCH! FAIL PRAWNERS!

-nigel came during the last hr.. drank beer n chilled out talking nonsense

-drove down to pick nicole up then prata house for supper! more nonsense talk

-isk drove me home!

great great chill nite wif my bros(((:

k will upload blog again when im back. gg over to bf's hse wif the furball son!

wat a wasted niteeee!!!
so this was last nite! k i noe i look totally smashed in the pics but by the time we took those pics we had 7 jugs of beer, shots of tequila, cherry shooter, butterscotch shooter n whisky coke! yepsss! i was having a hard time smiling cuz i jus couldnt stop laughing!! i was the happy high drunk last nite! k we all were!

after our forensic paper.. isk dropped me home then i came home having inspirations for me n bf's bday!! yeps we are having a combine theme party!!! gonna be heading to get party supplies on saturday n the invites will be sent out by this wkend(: kinda stoked cuz i got the theme done.. entertainment n even the cake!! k i thot abt the flavour of the cake but nt the design yet!! sigh hopefully i can think of one by the end of this wk! (:

anyways then i got ready n headed down to cityhall n met my bros isk n xavier n when we met we were like "WTH y are we all in BLACK!!!". headed down to town 1st.. ion for my yami yogurt, far east for chicken rice n the tw sweet potato thingy then we strolled down to cuscaden! n tts when the madness began!!

we drank till like thr was no tmr! meeting random people n talking to them n all! nice people at cuscaden. running up the dam escalator countless times jus to get to the toilet. im still rather amazed at hw i managed to walk up wasted in my 4 inch clogs! after a while julian joined us n it got crazier! we started talking abt realli DETAILED nonsense n all! whoa i had a blast! the best part was the last... we staggered our drunk lil asses to orchard mrt station n took a dam train home!! n i even heard the train song n shouted "OMG I LOVE THE TRAIN SONG!" embarrassing but true! lol

i got my drunk lil ass to yck station whr bf picked me up. thank goodness for him cuz idk hw i would hav made it home! he even had to help me upstairs cuz the fatty boy was staying over n as i stepped into the hse.. i fell rite on my ass! SOOOOOOOO WASTED! but it was a great nite! but then ive swore nt to drink till my bday next wk!

ive become such a FAIL drinker! my threshold is still thr like i still no whr i am n all but the kick hits me much faster than be4!! PUI tts the cost i hav to pay for quitting my partying lifestyle! gonna try to tank next wk for my bday!!

so today is a lazy day n thank goodness i didnt wake up wif a hang over!! watched gossip girl, 90210, vampire diaries, showered the smelly boy. n nw im gonna watch glee! k BYE!

its been a while......
mega looonnnngggggg post!

wanna say thxs to those who still read my blog even wif my minimal postings!! but ive jus been such a boring person wif studying at starbucks almost everyday! so here are pics frm MANY wks ago!!

-when bf n i had the car.. cruising around like "grown ups"... him being awesome picking me up frm skool n driving to town((: heeeheeee. oh n this was the day we went on our mooncake hunt!!! YESS we LOVE mooncakes!!!! we paraded around the taka sq like up n down many aisles trying samples frm atas hotels to those pastry shops around chinatown? we went down to taka twice!!! choc baileys, oreo cheesecake, cranberry, strawberry hibiscus, peach cheesecake, passionfruit!! OMG n they are ALL MOONCAKES OKAAYYY!! DIVINE I TELL U!
some pics of the 2 monsters at my place(: tell me my dog n cat are like SUPER PHOTOGENIC!! OMG any pet mags tt see this if u wanna book them as models.. omg i WILL SAY YESSSS!!!! =D email me k! LOLoh this was when jewel "smacked" mochi cuz he was too close to her! in her lil space! LOL
so on fri jus be4 my psych paper.. i felt mega sick so wif the help of isk n xavier they shoved me into a cab n i went to ktp hosp n paps rushed down to meet me thr. ran blood n pee test nw watever nt. couldnt detect anything. PUI but my doc said i wasnt fit for my exam n gave me an mc. realli wanted to give my paper a miss said i didnt study at all but aiya 100 mcq onli so jus anyhw... but i did okay i think! bf came to pick me up when i was done n drove to get supper since its a MUST tt i eat (order frm my mum, paps, docs n bf!) to stop my low BP.

k anyways... SOMEONE IS TURNING 18 in 13days!!! WHOOOOOO =D u noe hw stoked i am!!!!! k so normally everyone who turns legal will def head to zouk. well ive been thr done tt n i feel its overrated. plus every underage punk can enter like its lost its novelty already! so... im heading to... PLAY ON MY BDAY!!!! on a SATURDAY NITE!! yepperrss its GAY nite!! =D so im gonna be finding my GAY BESTFREN at PLAY on my bday!!

i asked bf to hire a girl n give her to me as my girl bestfren for my bday prezzie this yr. cuz 2 of my girl bestfrens are in perth.. too far away frm. n kerry baby is too busy n all! so i NEED a new BESTFREN!! but aiya i nv realli click wif much girls. like u either hav to be a party crazy woman like me or is small as me! LOL n i too feel tt girls are VICIOUS creatures!! so i figured y nt i get a GAY BEST FREN!!!? (: honestly i feel they are the NICEST people eveerrrr with GREAT fashion sense!! so yes im pretty stoked for PLAY on my bday((:

n paps is gg bkk next thurs for a food convention thingy n i REALLI wanna go!! so it would make my pre-bday PERFECT!! and and hes also gg to paris during my bday wk so im hoping for an AWESOME 18th bday prezzie!! *hint hint wink wink*

last nite i camped over in my sister's room jus like old times(: n today was a lazy lazy day. movies, dramas all day!! pizza for lunch, paps cooked herbal soup for both of us be4 he left for work in the morning for dinz n he kept calling to make sure we ate. LOL hes so cute! then me n my sis walked to the pasar malam n bought alot of nonsense!! WAAHH SHIOK! i LOVE pasar malams! =D

last paper on tues! n after tt i will be planning an AWESOME bday for me n bf((: wheeee =D superly stoked seriously!! we are having a combine bday celebration!!! plus mumsie is coming back in oct too!

OCTOBER OCTOBER OCTOBER!!! OMG faster COME NOWWW!