party hangoversssssssssssss
on my way to skool.. i was cursing n swearing. y oh y must my 2 awesome weeks fly back with a snap of my fingers!!? :( worse part was tt i was listening to 'shots', 'patron tequila' n all tt kinda music which didnt help my clubbers withdrawal syndrome. yes people n its onli be 2 fking miserable days!!!!

so 1st day back... saw familiar faces... strange faces. some faces even put me n ethel twin off. yea language barriers. the whole day was all abt whinging n finding ways to survive skool from 9-5. me n etheltwin couldnt take it we had to go town during our 2hr break. seriously i think its gonna be our daily routine? n i had my YAMI YOGHURT!! wheehaaa =D tt kinda cheered my sad monday blues day!! HAHA!! but im thankful tt * texted me whilst in skool too. at least i had some form of entertainment through rylan the BB. n it made my day less suckish!! (:

anyways.. im soooo uber tired. idk y. but the more i seem to sleep.... the more tired i get. n the fatter i become. OMG!! im hitting 4_!!! urrgg kill me!!!! though its still below 45.. but EWWW enough for me plsss! URG i realli feel like hybernating from the world for 1 week. cure my "party hangovers"! HAHAHA! bt at least ive gt something to look forward to on saturday nite. HALLOWEEN at ZIRCA((: wheeee STOKKKEEDD! gt to see my sexy boys at work n in costumes this time!!! heeehawwww. tts my onli incentive for this week. i told * tt i will be gg down lesser. bt looks like this fri n sat they all will see my face again. HAHA k considering friday nite still. bt i dun realli wanna deal wif angry parents.

im in a foul mood nw. i need someone to cheer me up. no nt jus ANYONE. but THAT someone.

will you be my special superman?

soooooo STARSTRUCK!

sat 24th-sun 25th oct
-slept like some pig after the previous nite.. alarm ringring for him
-got ready n all.. headed down to town to meet yvonne, shanice, munkie, brent, lendl, wilson n co
-stone stone... then shermin, mikki n cindy came down
-the girls left... i waited for NICKSON to come!!!
-drop jessica home 1st... then we headed down to zirca(:
-as usual i saw everyone there!! then met up with damien, B n kerwin
-k so my party people decided to poop out on me. pfftttt
-nvm... me n nickson had fking alot of fun. n made some new frens along the way
-Zirca/Rebel/Lunar all da waaayyyyyy!!!
-the best ones were the ***** OMG!! FKING HAWWTTTT ROYALTY!!! i was soooo starstruck it wasnt funni. seriously. OMGOMG!! i screamed!!! HE* shook MY HAND DAMIT!! yes yes be jealous!!!!
-bt if onli i took a pic of him. but his bodyguard would prolly smack me down sooo hard!! LOLs
-some shit happened along the way.. yea hw can shit nt happen rite!!?
-headed back to jessica's place to chill... stone stone to da maxx.. i swear i wasted my life there.
-gt a call which made me smile(:
-came home... n danny bro called to check if i was home..

anyways... i had a fking awesome 2 weeks of hols!!! everyweek was at Zirca/Rebel. n i tell u... i cant get away from tt place!! its honestly my 2nd home!! people there are AWESOME!! the nicest bunch u can evveerrrr meet! =D i feel so at ease when im there. honestly i go there everyweek nt because to party or wad.. but jus to see them(: they are truely the best bunch of people u can ever meet esp in this scene!! times a MILLIIIOONN i tell u!!! they hav all become my big brothers. always looking out for me when im there((: thxs so much u guys!!!

skool tmr. URRGGG wat a dreaadddddd!!! omgomg kill me. nw i gotta wake up at 7am instead of sleep at 7am. gotta realli adjust my bodyclock back. on the other hand.. i get to see ethel twin who has been uncontactable for the last decade!? wtf! shes deaaaddd tmr!

say hello to skoolgirl me. but HALLOWEEN is next week!! wheeehaaa(: STOKKKEEDDD!!! its another day out((:

boy i miss you already...

my dream is to FLLYYYYYYYY

friday 23rd-sat 24th oct
-a veri lazy trip down to town to stone around with lendl, yapp, shanice, gordon n wilson
-hansa came after a while
-reali stone stone to daaaa maxxx
-called my babies up n flew over to Z
-KERRY BABY!! omg like finally saw her n gt to party with her!! wheeehaaa(:
-as usual i will yakyakyak with the guys at Z... n i swear everyone noes im like the "regular" there. LOLs
-then waited for the boys to come jas, karz, esmond n this other guy
-partied like a ROCKSTARRRRR x A MILLLIOOONNN i tell u!!! the BESTEST SHIT EVERRR LAST NITE!!!! cause i was with the AWESSOMMMESSTTT PEOPLE EVERRR! OMG
-yea im still dam high from last nite!!! wheeehaaaa(:
-oh then we met some realli nice international kids. funfun =D
-supper at some bak kut teh place with the guys after.

round 2 later tonite!!! with NICKSON!! WHEEHAA STOKKKEEDD!

oh the shiitest thing is tt i didnt hav pics from last nite.. bt onli an awesome memory in my brain. my cam decided to spoil AGAIN!! like the 2nd cam to die on me OKAAYYY!! URGGG :( nvm i borrowed jiejie's cam tonite =D

why must i hav such hot frens around me? it jus makes me so insecure abt myself... abt u.. sighhh :( i was so close in telling you that im starting to fall for you... but i know it always ruin something... so i had to bite my tongue the whole night....
and thk u** for calling me 16times to check on me whether i was fine..

im still dam tired though.. gonna put cold spoons on my eyes after i shower!!! DIE EYEBAGS DIE!!!

patron on the rocks and im ready for some shots!!!

im all dressed n ready to head out. but where my party people at!!!? still taking a looonnggg time to get their asses out of the hse!! pffftttt
anyways i hate my nose. idk y im the onli 1 in my fam with such a fked up nose. i swear i hav the flattest nose on the entire planet!! its like a flatten pancake!!! OMG

alarm clock ringring!!Heeeee(:

i feel sick again suddenly.. bt nth is gonna ruin my nite!!!! plus at 4am nickson lands!! wheeehaaaa =D

k ima go eat panadol n head out of the hse soon. knowing the stupid bus.. it takes FKING long. n where is my baby kerry loh!!!? :(

WARNING!! this post is uber random!!!-y must panadol make sick people sweat like some whore??! on the plus side i feel alot better.. on the down.. i need to SHOWER again!! OMG

-love surprising *. cause i love to see his shocked face... followed by his mesmirising and dashing smile(:

-i should realli be sleeping since im gg costume hunting tmr!!!

-i hope i dun collaspe on myself tmr while costume hunting.. towning.. n then at Z at nite. it will be a BUMMER if i do!!

-your such a fking whore i cant stand u!! omg!! seeing ur name irks me!!! yeaa THAT baddd!

-love seeing your name on my screen when my fone beeps... heehaww(: yea eyecandyyyyy

-u kill me softly

-whirlly pearlly whoosshhh

-feel like eating bk!! but my fking throat.. URRGGG

-think i should concentrate on getting well 1st then lose weight!! YESSSSS

-ms fatty for the next few days. heeeee

-miss the crew at Z already. omg u tell me hw to stay away from tt place when skool starts!!!? :(

k NITE NITE!!!! (:

all the ladies in the housseeeeee!

tuesday-stay home day!!! (:
-gymed n swam. happy like dunno wad!!!

wednesday
-met yvonne baby at ion 1st... i bumped into SS again!! heeehawww(: missed him so much!
-oh oh!! u noe wat is a MUST hav everytime i go ion!!?? YAMI YOGHURT!! fk its so orgasmic i tell u!! idk y im having this yoghurt phase!!! UH OH!
-yapp, munkie, cindy n hansa came down.. oh bumped into nicola again!! (:
-town gt boring.. so we made a surprise trip Z since it was ladies
-gt stomped on, trampled on a million times.
-nv gg for ladies evvveerrrr again! the crowd is yucky... music aint tt good compared to fri n sat nites
-didnt realli enjoy myself tt much since i was sick n some shit happened n thinking abt it is making me so pissed!! OMG
-a few bad choices made... but on the plus side i think at Z's side.. almost everyone noes me already. HAHA!! dam dam funni. u see rite when it gets crowded n dam stuffy... Z's door has become my hidding place. n then i talk to everyone there n * too (:

am home on a thursday!! im getting bored stiff but at least i get to rest be4 my final weekend of my hols!! BOOOO :(

oh yesss! i NEED halloween dress up ideas!! HELP!!!!

love seeing your shocked face and cute smile each time i walk towards the door(:

when my whole world is crumbling down... theres always you(:
so these few days hav been dramatic.. crazy.. shitty.. happy.. irritating.. angsty... k watever.. all the diff kinds of emotions. today was shocking cause i found out wat a mother fker someone can realli be. guys will be guys. wat to do!! k watever.. im sooo over all this drama. its jus me n my kitty(: n of course my babies too =D wheeehaaaa

you make me sick in my stomach and so disgusted. sorry i can no longer stand you.. i no longer wanna associate with you you and you. that was just my mistake. my stupidity. lesson learnt.. fkers like you should die in holes.

k angst aside.. ive got rashes on my face thxs to my cat. i went to kiss her n poof my face bloated up. and and shes currently sleeping on my lap.. so u tell me hw to sleep!!?

n idk y so many people are trying to recruit me into the whole selling tickets business. yes i noe its fast cash n shit... bt i rather go down n enjoy the party. lols plus so many of my babies are selling already. y must i do it too? aiyooo.. mega headache!!!

waahh he said _____!!! omgomg *faints* (someone who has always been my eyecandy for 2yrs? lols.. heehawww...)

ok byeee! rashes freak is gg to bed(: bitching session with my baby later!! wheehaaaa. STOKED!