its jus me n my dog on a friday nite

yeppers ive been home the whole day! out sick wif my allergies acting up cuz the cat slept wif me n the dog last nite on my pillow. breathing her fur into my nose jus clogged up my nose n made things so bad for me in the morning. wanted to press on n got changed to go to skool but my eyes were watery, puffy n my nose all red like rudolf so i decided to jus stay home n bed rest all day((:

n bf has some deepavali event thingy in camp at nite so im home in front of the lappy camwhoring wif my furball son who has been annoyingly naughty these days! grrr.. peeing on the couch like for the 1st time!? omg i was soooo angry n jus when i was gg to meet my bros to discuss our assignment!

yay so bf jus called((: hate hw his camp has like no reception!!? so basically frm 9am to 5pm hes like uncontactale. so when he gets home i always feel happy to hear his voice!

k i shall go get to shower. n nw the question is... to Halloween or nt to Halloween tmr??! hmmmm...

if yall hav been following my twitter... ive been ranting n getting all pissy abt wat frens i hav these days. well obviously i noe ive got a handful tt i can count on n these are mostly the guys! the girls are jus disappointing!!! like wth!? i wont go into detail wat has been gg on but this is jus another reason y i choose n hav more guy pals or bros than girlfrens. cuz girls jus simply cant be trusted! ive been peeved for quite a number of days. as in nt like i hav nv noticed this pattern be4 in my frens but i guess recently it has become more prominent n it also happened to my bf too! so i guess both of us hav come to a point whr we both dunno who realli are our frens tt got our backs n who will keep to their promises in a frenship. sometimes i jus feel tt such people arent worth my time or anger at all. but being me.. i always over-think things n if u realli do noe me nth is more impt than my frens. like if u need me to listen to u rant over a terrible bf or a bad break up or gossip mongers.. u noe i will def drop watever i am doing n loan u my ears n time. but y cant yall do tt for me? like i feel most of my frenships wif my girls are all 1 sided. like its always me whos thr for u but ur nv thr for me?

wat makes me feel worse is tt my bf hasnt been able to listen to my rants recently since hes so drained after work n all he jus wanna sleep n rest n our fone calls are cut down to its minimum. also noe wif his 'save $ for my vroom vroom' plan, meeting each other is also cut down too esp during the wkdays. k la but i noe im nv alone as long as i hav my baby wif me. or at least i hav our furball son to "fill" in for him until hes free to talk to me.

apart frm all this.. skool jus started. 2nd day n ive already missed tutorials but becuz i was sick okaayy! omg jus thinking abt this makes my blood boil but my skool is a total BITCH ASS i tell u! fking 2hrs of drilling when im having lecture jus rite next to the dam lecture hall. like seriously wtf!!? are yall so stupid!!? so u can imagine us battling wif the dam drilling n being forced to concentrate on the lecture. yea i walked out having a bad ass headache tt knocked me out the whole nite! geezz tts like 1 more reason added to my 101 hates abt my fking STUPID N RETARDED skool! k seriously.. DUN EVER STUDY AT JCU singapore!!
(fking still resent tt shit for manipulating my mind to coming back! yea i could hav been in UWA okay bitch! k but watever at least i found the love of my life while i came back!(:

k but apart frm my skool being the totally suckish skool on the entire planet... i met some pretty awesome people! so tts the ONLI plus point to my skool! k 1 day i shall list down a few reasons y one should NEVER enrol into my skool!!!

im hungry as im typing this. guess i better head to bed! my rents hav been on my case lately abt me sleeping so late n blah blah blah cuz of my low BP n wat nt. oh n so is my bf! toooddllleesss!

ps.. i miss this boy hell alot :( n its ok if we dun hav frens! cuz at least we noe we hav each other! so suck on tt world!! frens?! PUI! my asssssss!
pss.. ive unlocked my twitter acc! <--- so start following me again!!!

on 23rd october.. just 2 wks after i turned 18.. my bf turned 23!! =D

bbq bday celebration for my babyboy. n i got him a yummy tumtum choc banana cake!! omg it was sooooo good everyone was raving abt it! =D yay i did a gd job! n im so happy i spent his bday wif him(: i love u so much baby!! my cutie pootsie pie!

back frm Play. im exhausted n wasted!! as im typing this im headachy!! omg idk hw much shit i drank tonite? k nt alot but like the drinks were quite strong i must say! Play was awesome wif my twin n darren(: had such a blast as its a totally diff scene frm wat im used to (Zirca) n gosh i still had so much fun!!! met alot of new faces, old faces! (: but nevertheless i still am thankful to be wif my bf! dun get me wrong im totally open to the gay scene n im so accepting n rather i LOVE them more than "my own kind"! but jus tt it aint for me!


k i think i better crash like nw? super tired nw! n still gotta wake up for lunchy wif my mumsie n sister later! will post pics up when im nt in this state (high/wasted) BYEEE

i miss my boy :(
so i havnt seen my boy in 4 days :( its depressing realli. cuz his new work thingy is tiring him out tt i dun even hav time to see him when he finishes work. sigghh k but at least fri n sat nite will be OUR nite. k rather fri(: gg for a french dinz to celebrate his bday. n saturday is whr all our frens come together n celebrate our bday together! cant waittt

anyways today will be a nite out wif twin((: plan is to head to Play but im having this lazy mode. omg maybe cuz skool is starting n its hitting me. i honestly feel like chilling out wif drinks instead of partying partying. oh wells we shall see wat happens when i actually step out of the hse

ive been eating so much yogurt the whole day(: LOVE LOVE YOGURT!! k gonna go watch E! news! byeeee

i hate wearing metal head bands!!!

friday 15th oct
i was a lazy potato at home((: slept like a pig since bf was too after his work. n this neh neh pork didnt ans my fone n i got a bbm frm darren saying to meet for dinz then drinks at liquid kitchen after. so mumsie dropped me off at bf's hse n luckily he was awake by then. so we drove to pick darren up n headed to gardens for dinz. but bf had a MEGA HUGE BF cuz we couldnt even get parking even at his club so we left for amk n had dodgy steamboat!! omg the hygiene was MORTIFYING!!! OMG OMG! DUN EVER go to shabu shabu at amk hub!! its TERRIBLE!

after dinz it was over to liquid kitchen for some drinks n jerry joined us. simple nite but at least i was out!!!!
i was having mega gastric pains tts y i was so upset :(sunday 17th oct
a veri late day as usual since sleeping seems to be the onli thing i LOVE to do during my hols. then mumsie came home n i woke jiejie n nick up n we headed down to ion to paradise dynasty for their 8 signature xlbs again!! bf met us thr(: it was such a nice dinz. felt like some fam outing!! AWWW (: we had like 4 "longs" of the signature xlbs n trust me i nv get tired of it!! the flavours are sooooo different n exotic unlike the usual pork xlbs at dtf or wat nt. so this is my last wk of hols!! booo :( im kinda wanting to go through the whole studying n rushing assignment phase again but i noe when it begins im gonna say "OMG make it STOP!!" well cant wait to go skool wif the craziest n most enjoyable people in the world(: i miss my bros!! last wk of hols means i better club like mad this wk!! thurs is a date wif my twint to play! n hopefully sat too! oh which reminds me i better post on the fb event wal!! me n bf are having a combine bday celebration on sat wif everyone else n since thr are so many october babies.. its jus a whole big party for the octy kids!! STOKED! cant wait to sink my teeth into the banana choc cake i ordered for the party!

k better head to bed soon! me, mumsie n jiejie were watching desp hsewives jus like good old times(: bummed hw mumsie is leaving on sunday :( oh wells at least she came back!

how on earth is it possible for 2 complete strangers who hav NEVER crossed paths have the exact same thinking and almost the same words when posting stuffs online!!? odd much!? k its kinda creepy actually...

okay tt aside... mumsie is finally home!! onli for a mere 10 days but it was nice(: i had this whole lil secretive plan to tell my mum we werent picking her up frm the airport since she kept saying she will jus cab home. so we drove down to the airport.. she called me when she landed n i was at coffee bean wif my sister getting a caramel frap. then we went to the arrival hall n she called again "papa isnt picking me up rite?" i said "eh nope!" she went "okay i will jus catch a cab home" i laughed when i put down the fone n told my sister "she doesnt noe we are here!" my sis goes "ur so retarded!" if u dun already noe.. i LOVE surprises! which also means i love surprising others too! seeing my mum's face light up when she saw us was priceless(: my lies worked! HAAAAA

anyways apart frm this.. ive home for 2 days n im gaining alot of weight!! cuz on monday nite bf drove me to the supermarket to stock up my hse.. BAD CHOICE!! nw i noe y my mum n bf HATES gg grocery shopping wif me! i buy nonsense n mainly FATTY NONSENSE!! so ive been eating different snacks every hr!! ritz crackers, honey graham cereal, tuna butter roll, kaya toast, lays bbq chips, OMG SOMEONE CALL ME OUT PLSSSS!! i realise when i party drink n get drunk i lose the MOST WEIGHT!! i dun even eat!! i NEED HELP!!!

hope i see bf tmr! cuz i havnt seen him in 2 days n rarely spoke to him either. hes started his new job n all so less time to call me while hes at work.. let alone ans my calls. booo :( n i wanna drive!!! grrrr oh if yall dunno my bf has been teaching me hw to drive a manual car so i wont be so stupid when i actually get behind the wheel. n i must say its darn fun!! though on the 1st time i screamed n went "FK FK FK!" up to nw my bf goes around telling EVERYONE hw i reacted n wat i said -.- oh wells!

wanted to post a pic but cant find one. k i think im dam recuperating frm my bday wk! so im ready to get drunk n party again! (: n i think ima go start working at _____ next wk! since they say i dun need to be interviewed.. technically im hired? shall text kenneth n find out the details n all! must start training my legs to stand for 8hrs! YEA GO ME! n $ can start rolling in!! WHOOOO =D guess i gotta start when i start skool though. since bf's bday is next sat!

need to stop bloggin n go to bed. but im SOOOO AWAKE! feel like gg running! but thrs like 2 maniac psycho murderers around my hse? 1 at woodlands n another at yishun. pfftt i shall be like an FBI on criminal minds! HAHAHA

k im realli bored n im SOOOO AWAKE!! wat to do at 3am someone tell me!!!?