why i decided to come back to cyberspace!

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so here are the links whr u can find me and ask me more abt my new blogshop(:

http://twitter.com/foeshitzme
http://formspring.me/foeshitzme

I will be posting up my blogshop link and watever next wk as soon as its done up k! so do keep a look out!

marriage is the union of two hearts that become one... beating in synchrony as one
yea i noe i looked hell shag n pale. n yes i was okaayyy! i did nth but i was mega poofed out! imagine wif onli 7hrs of sleep n standing around smiling to all of bf's uber big family of relatives... yea u will look like me trust me! n this was onli after 5hrs! idk hw i pulled through till the dinz man!swear this pic looks like frm those ikea, courts catalogue of kids playing on the bed! mad cute niece n nephew of bf's!darren was jo's personal horse! LOLleanne was mad cute! she stood rite in front of my camera n wanted me to take the pic for her! LOLbf's other niece! we both predict she will grow up into a mega pretty girl!! these 2 were mega cute! kept dancing n gg crazy when the electroish music started playing!awww SO CUTE RITE!

n heres my cutie bf who abandoned me in sg over this wkend to go viet wif his boys! PUI la u! im mad bored its nt even funni! all i wanna do is eat when im bored!!? geeezzz... ur NEVER ALLOWED to leave me here ever again!!!! so yes im crying in boredom nw! ive watched 3 episodes of ANTM... vamp diaries, 90210 n glee!! crazy shit but seriously im THIS BORED!! suppose to head out wif my homies tonite but we decided on tmr nite instead since tonite thrs pretty much nth happening! so yeppers im stoked for tmr nite cuz i get to hang wif my fav people i havnt seen in a while n then by the time i leave the club... few hrs later bf will be back! WHEEEE =D yea its crazy hw inseparable we are! but cant help it hes my life n wifout him i feel so aimless pls! yea exactly like nw! so ITS ALL UR FAULT tt im feeling so miserable, lonely n fat nw cuz all i do is eat when im bored!? geeezzz...

idk hw many of yall are still reading this dusty space but if yall want instant updates on my days n all jus follow my on twitter!! foeshitzme im a twitter whore i swear! i tweet almost every minute of my life! oh n u can ask me questions on my formspring.me/foeshitzme keep me entertained plsss!

k i noe y im so bored! i finished my report in 2 days! yea i noe i still gotta study n all but aiya lazzyy!

shall hit the sack nw since my 2 precious furball babies are already KOed on my bed. 1 on my lap n the other at the foot of my bed! BYYYEEEE

11 mths n still growing...

we are 11mths old baby!!! 1 more mth n we will be celebrating our 1 yr anniversary!! cant wait cuz it marks hw far we hav come over this yr! many ups n downs but we always make it out stronger and more in love wif each other. this whole mth has been crazy drama for me n im so thankful tt u are always by my side comforting me n giving me strength to carry on wif my life. idk wat i will ever do wifout u. n within this mth we both celebrated each others' bdays!! we hav had our fair share of nasty fights but its all part n parcel of being in a r/s. n baby its okay tt our outings hav lessened. i do love lazing at home wif u pigging out or watching tv or driving around random places. compromises hav to be made in order for a successful r/s to work out. n im always willing to do anything for u baby. n when i whine n cry abt wanting something.. u always spoil me n make me happy by meeting to my demanding requests n also surprising me in everyway u can. i hav nth more to say but a big I LOVE U! im so glad n thankful u are mine! forever n ever we are nv leaving each other

tts 1 pic frm bf's sister's wedding on saturday taken by his bro in law. tts the dress i wore for the dinz tt bf surprised me wif on 1 of my our days out mths ago. i was looking for maxi dresses n we chanced upon this 1 at wisma n was abt 100 plus n i refuse to buy it at tt point of time. but bf knew hw much i loved it n he disappeared for a while saying he was gg to the toilet while i was at forever 21 browsing around n he came back wif it! hes the sweetest i swear(: bf said tt saturday nite prepping for the dinz n all felt like prom! LOL veri true actually!

tmr's plan: head to skool for results interpretations... either head to coffeebean at amk or bf's hse to continue on my research report. then dinz wif bf n his fam.. yogurt at gardens!! heehee x) yogurt at nite always ends a day well am i nt rite!!!? k off to bed i gooooo. research report to rush out by this wkend. i can do it!! pls dun hav writers block!! grrrrr

Bf's sister's wedding day

Currently in the car while Bf is driving n his mummy in the front seat making our way to the church for his sister's wedding. Crazy mad day in the morning. Went to his place for the tea ceremony thingy n gosh tts so complex! All the ranking n all to serve tea. Wah I didn't Noe thr was a sequence n all. Mingling wif his fam was quite stressful. I felt like I was getting scanned in their heads mentally! Met abt 90% of his fam in tt short 1hr. So thrs nw the church wedding n then the dinz tonite Marriott hotel! My fav part has got to be the wedding cake! Heeeheeee k will update again later! Happy Saturday!

Ps... I shall start creating a scrap book of my dream wedding like wat Anne Hathaway n kate Hudson did in Bride Wars! Heeeheeee

Sleepless nite

Having trouble sleeping n idk y :( n it's nt becuz I changed a new bed. I guess the lil monsters in my head jus won't shut up n stop running wild. Too much gg on recently tt it's so difficult to sleep wifout taking drowsy medicines tt will make me' sleep faster n better. I feel like a robot realli. A dysfunctional one. Rite nw beside me' I've got the cat snoring away n at my feet the dog using my leg as his pillow on doggie land too. I wish I can fall asleep easily like them.

So my bed came today n gosh I realli HATE dealing wif PRCs!!! 1stly my Chinese sucks n they are fking argumentative people! Geezzzz I was so pissed jus nw but I couldn't hurl any vulgarities since my chinese is is atrocious! gotta wake up at 9ish tmr later on cuz the painter is coming to paint my walls pink! N fri my wardrobe n shelve comes in n tt completes my new rm which I gave a make over(: my rm will then feel more comfy n safe for me' to retreat to every time I feel like crap.

Havnt seen Bf in 5days already n I can seriously die :( Esp nw tt I'm so pmsy n emotional I cry like a baby when I'm angry n Water works begin when I'm upset. I'm so much more sensitive nw! Sighh cant wait for this wkend cuz it's bf's sister's wedding. At least something to boost my optimism levels since lately I'm like the worlds most pessimistic person ever. Tt love still exists n tt marriage is a blissful n happy time of a person's life.

Revelation today... In ur eyes I value lesser than tt hoebag. So hoebag 1 me 0. Thxsss

Skool

In skool nw having stats tut. I'm so bored n so resulted in the pics above. Taking 2 subs onli this sem but yet skool is still such a chore! I wanna go away! U hav no idea hw much I need a dam break nw! Tt aside... Realli can't wait for Bf to get his car. Tt means lesser public transport for me'(((((:

Presentations nw. I'm laughing at hw chill n unprepared we are so tt means we are gd thinkers on our feet! Jus gonna blabber waterer nonsense tt comes into my mind. I'm freezing n cold!

K I realize hw disorganized my thots are when I blog! K dun mind me since I havnt blogged jn ageeesssss!

I miss u Bf! Byeeee

On the go 2- to ikea!

Otw to ikea to get furniture for my rm(; the new bed is coming on thurs n in totally stoked to redo my whole rm! Am suppose to hav pink stripe walls but putting tt on a whole till mumsie comes back n paint it for me. Trying to make me' rm a more homie n comfy feeling! The transformation shall so the trick(:

It's a boring Sunday! I'm forever the lazy potato! Oh wells n bf is uncontactable! Tt lazy bum must still be sleeping! Pfftttt

I'm such a boring person it ain't funni! Puiiii