back frm Play. im exhausted n wasted!! as im typing this im headachy!! omg idk hw much shit i drank tonite? k nt alot but like the drinks were quite strong i must say! Play was awesome wif my twin n darren(: had such a blast as its a totally diff scene frm wat im used to (Zirca) n gosh i still had so much fun!!! met alot of new faces, old faces! (: but nevertheless i still am thankful to be wif my bf! dun get me wrong im totally open to the gay scene n im so accepting n rather i LOVE them more than "my own kind"! but jus tt it aint for me!


k i think i better crash like nw? super tired nw! n still gotta wake up for lunchy wif my mumsie n sister later! will post pics up when im nt in this state (high/wasted) BYEEE

i miss my boy :(
so i havnt seen my boy in 4 days :( its depressing realli. cuz his new work thingy is tiring him out tt i dun even hav time to see him when he finishes work. sigghh k but at least fri n sat nite will be OUR nite. k rather fri(: gg for a french dinz to celebrate his bday. n saturday is whr all our frens come together n celebrate our bday together! cant waittt

anyways today will be a nite out wif twin((: plan is to head to Play but im having this lazy mode. omg maybe cuz skool is starting n its hitting me. i honestly feel like chilling out wif drinks instead of partying partying. oh wells we shall see wat happens when i actually step out of the hse

ive been eating so much yogurt the whole day(: LOVE LOVE YOGURT!! k gonna go watch E! news! byeeee

i hate wearing metal head bands!!!

friday 15th oct
i was a lazy potato at home((: slept like a pig since bf was too after his work. n this neh neh pork didnt ans my fone n i got a bbm frm darren saying to meet for dinz then drinks at liquid kitchen after. so mumsie dropped me off at bf's hse n luckily he was awake by then. so we drove to pick darren up n headed to gardens for dinz. but bf had a MEGA HUGE BF cuz we couldnt even get parking even at his club so we left for amk n had dodgy steamboat!! omg the hygiene was MORTIFYING!!! OMG OMG! DUN EVER go to shabu shabu at amk hub!! its TERRIBLE!

after dinz it was over to liquid kitchen for some drinks n jerry joined us. simple nite but at least i was out!!!!
i was having mega gastric pains tts y i was so upset :(sunday 17th oct
a veri late day as usual since sleeping seems to be the onli thing i LOVE to do during my hols. then mumsie came home n i woke jiejie n nick up n we headed down to ion to paradise dynasty for their 8 signature xlbs again!! bf met us thr(: it was such a nice dinz. felt like some fam outing!! AWWW (: we had like 4 "longs" of the signature xlbs n trust me i nv get tired of it!! the flavours are sooooo different n exotic unlike the usual pork xlbs at dtf or wat nt. so this is my last wk of hols!! booo :( im kinda wanting to go through the whole studying n rushing assignment phase again but i noe when it begins im gonna say "OMG make it STOP!!" well cant wait to go skool wif the craziest n most enjoyable people in the world(: i miss my bros!! last wk of hols means i better club like mad this wk!! thurs is a date wif my twint to play! n hopefully sat too! oh which reminds me i better post on the fb event wal!! me n bf are having a combine bday celebration on sat wif everyone else n since thr are so many october babies.. its jus a whole big party for the octy kids!! STOKED! cant wait to sink my teeth into the banana choc cake i ordered for the party!

k better head to bed soon! me, mumsie n jiejie were watching desp hsewives jus like good old times(: bummed hw mumsie is leaving on sunday :( oh wells at least she came back!

how on earth is it possible for 2 complete strangers who hav NEVER crossed paths have the exact same thinking and almost the same words when posting stuffs online!!? odd much!? k its kinda creepy actually...

okay tt aside... mumsie is finally home!! onli for a mere 10 days but it was nice(: i had this whole lil secretive plan to tell my mum we werent picking her up frm the airport since she kept saying she will jus cab home. so we drove down to the airport.. she called me when she landed n i was at coffee bean wif my sister getting a caramel frap. then we went to the arrival hall n she called again "papa isnt picking me up rite?" i said "eh nope!" she went "okay i will jus catch a cab home" i laughed when i put down the fone n told my sister "she doesnt noe we are here!" my sis goes "ur so retarded!" if u dun already noe.. i LOVE surprises! which also means i love surprising others too! seeing my mum's face light up when she saw us was priceless(: my lies worked! HAAAAA

anyways apart frm this.. ive home for 2 days n im gaining alot of weight!! cuz on monday nite bf drove me to the supermarket to stock up my hse.. BAD CHOICE!! nw i noe y my mum n bf HATES gg grocery shopping wif me! i buy nonsense n mainly FATTY NONSENSE!! so ive been eating different snacks every hr!! ritz crackers, honey graham cereal, tuna butter roll, kaya toast, lays bbq chips, OMG SOMEONE CALL ME OUT PLSSSS!! i realise when i party drink n get drunk i lose the MOST WEIGHT!! i dun even eat!! i NEED HELP!!!

hope i see bf tmr! cuz i havnt seen him in 2 days n rarely spoke to him either. hes started his new job n all so less time to call me while hes at work.. let alone ans my calls. booo :( n i wanna drive!!! grrrr oh if yall dunno my bf has been teaching me hw to drive a manual car so i wont be so stupid when i actually get behind the wheel. n i must say its darn fun!! though on the 1st time i screamed n went "FK FK FK!" up to nw my bf goes around telling EVERYONE hw i reacted n wat i said -.- oh wells!

wanted to post a pic but cant find one. k i think im dam recuperating frm my bday wk! so im ready to get drunk n party again! (: n i think ima go start working at _____ next wk! since they say i dun need to be interviewed.. technically im hired? shall text kenneth n find out the details n all! must start training my legs to stand for 8hrs! YEA GO ME! n $ can start rolling in!! WHOOOO =D guess i gotta start when i start skool though. since bf's bday is next sat!

need to stop bloggin n go to bed. but im SOOOO AWAKE! feel like gg running! but thrs like 2 maniac psycho murderers around my hse? 1 at woodlands n another at yishun. pfftt i shall be like an FBI on criminal minds! HAHAHA

k im realli bored n im SOOOO AWAKE!! wat to do at 3am someone tell me!!!?

i must be the luckiest girl on this planet...

ive got the best boyfren anyone can ask for... who always takes my petty nonsense. encourages me n picks me up when i feel like the shittest person on this planet. n we both noe hw much we cant live wifout each other. n im so happy tt his dad has acknowledged me as his girlfren nw!! (: his dad is jus like my dad so i made some improvements! n his sister n bro-in-law always tell the kids to call me 'aunty' LOL n his mum has been concerned over my health n all. so it is comforting to noe hw accepting n nice his fam is abt us(: makes everything so much easier ya noe! i love u sean yang see jay!
my twin who has watched me grow frm a total mess last yr till wat i am today... n whos bday was yesterday (11th oct) HAPPY BDAY! ive known her for a yr plus n im so glad i met her! n she bought me jaggerbombs on my bday! or rather we always get so drunk together whenever we party! LOL I LOVE U!! n twins for life i sweaarrrr!my sexy babygirl who is ALWAYS here for me too! when i cry she hugs me n tell me to stop.. she comforts me n tells me everything is okay n she will be by my side. n i always hav a ton of fun when im out partying wif her! oh n i kissed her on her lips!! boys be JEALOUS!the bestest bros in this world(: who crashed my place a day be4 our stats paper. we talked till 2am plus abt our lives... skool isnt fun wifout them seriously! n they are so full of nonsense sometimes! always disturbing me but yet looking out for me all the time when we are out together be it in skool or drinking. thxs so much!n my new gbff (which i didnt get to take an indi shot wif!!) im so glad hes so buddy wif my twin!!! they were mad cute i swear!! cant wait for my twin to come back frm perth cuz we all will be hitting PLAY to party like MADDD (:yall made my bday the bestest everrrr! k more bday pics up soon!

went to register for my theory lessons n wat nt today!! (: soon there will be a new driver on the road yo!! gonna attempt to get my license by feb next yr!!! then frm thr persuade paps to get me n my sis a car! WHOOO =D

anyways i had a crazy thot.. if psychology doesnt work out for me i should go be a private investigator! its like im soooo good at digging shit abt people. even if its on purpose or by coincidence! LOL k im totally kidding abt being a PI but realli if u want me to dish out any shit abt a cheating boyfren/girlfren or ex.. or watever.. jus call me man! HAHAHAH

k getting sleepy nw. gonna crash soon n shower the smelly furball son of mine!

FINALLY legal!!!
was surprised when i walked into my room after my friday bday celebration at zirca n saw 2 big bunches of pink helium balloons. ive got the bestest bf on this planet! n even my mum says he spoils me too much! LOL i told bf i want balloons for my bday n he realli outdone himself! i nt onli got 2 bunches but i even got a big round singing balloon!!! it sings happy bday to me!! OMG FUN SHIT! best bday prezzie eveeerrr!

friday 8th-9th oct
so friday was krrraaaazzzyyyy! met xavier n munirah in town around 5ish.. n they got me krispy kreme donuts back frm the kl trip!! i was MAD HAPPY!! then bf came down to meet us.. n off we headed to cuscaden for some pre-drinks. isk, nigel, yanrui n alwyn came by n off we headed to zirca!

twin n claire met us thr n i was so happy to finally meet the both of them again!! like last yr me n twin celebrated our bday thr too so it was realli significant for both of us! n the bouncers all wished me happy bday n was like "wah FINALLY 18!!" LOL they are MAD CUTE! n darren came along too!!

so we partied till 3ish.. 2 belvedere bottles, 1 champagne, 10 jaggerbomb shots, 2 blowjob shots, 1 waterfall. yea the amt of alcohol we drank was NUTS! n im so happy everyone enjoyed themselves even though some didnt noe each other but alcohol brings everyone together! oh n twin n darren met for 2hrs n they were like bffs by the middle of the nite!! SO CUTE!

saturday 9th-10th oct
lazy day wif bf, jiejie n nick at home. had lunch n dinz at home. jus trying to rest the crazy nite away. then i dropped him home at 9ish n i left for attica to meet my sexy kerry baby for their costume anniversary party. mad crazy party when i had free flow of drinks frm the event n the guys. i sat at the couch eating popcorn! HAHA i left earlier cuz i got tired n went to meet bf. n im glad everything is ok(:

baby all i noe is tt I LOVE U SO MUCH! n i cant thank u enough for my bestest 18th bday eveerrr! i cant imagine my bday wifout u. u jus made everything perfect. n although u onli got me balloons for my bday... they made me soooooo happy! u hav no idea hw much i love the balloons u got me! u saw hw my face lighted up when i saw them. jus like a lil girl on xmas opening her 1st prezzie. i love u baby. thxs for being the bestest bf any girl can hav in this world. n im glad we always talk things out n make everything even better than it was. baby ur the greatest n i love u! oh n our macs breaky((:

overall.. BEST BDAY EVEERR! like 1000000000 times better than last yr!! i guess the company jus makes everything different! thxs for everyone who came by to celebrate my 18th wif me!! bf, twin, darren, claire, xavier, isk, munirah, nigel, yanrui, alwyn, monica, mitchell, luke, the zirca bouncers: kenneth, lester, misuzu n basically everyone else!!

*will upload the rest of the pics later!* for nw i shall sleep n wake up tmr n register for my DRIVING!! WHOOOOO =D

ladies niteeeeeee

so last nite was an epic crazy nite! ladies nite wif my baby kerry jus like good old times(: n elissa dropped by for a bit for a few drinks. so frm zirca we went to le noir n got treated drinks.. attica's bar whr we got 1 jug of redbull vodka n cranberry vodka.. inside to attica's vip whr we got more drinks n the male models were pouring vodka orange.. upstairs to attica's vip for AGAIN more drinks! n gosh i drank till i pee-ed non stop!! but BEST NITE EVER since a looooonnngggg time! realli like good old times whr me n kerry jus went clubbing together but will bump into people we noe or rather SHE noes n party n drink like mad(: then back to zirca whr we sat n stoned thr... rebel to see the crowd but was like ewww. then we cabbed to bf's place whr we went jalan kayu for prata then he sent us home! (: n my baby tried to drive sean's car but failed!! so im nt the worse driver eveer! HAHAHAHA

though my baby was upset last nite... we ultimately had an awesome nite towards the end(: oh was at zirca be4 our crazy nite began n its so sweet hw all the bouncers rmb my bday is coming!! they all went "ur bday is it!!! finally legal ritteee!" when they saw me! HAHHAA misuzu even wants to hav a "cutting fake id" ceremony for me on friday when i go down! they are sooo cute! n omg i almost fell asleep at attica's vip again last nite!! last yr i slept at attica's bar.. last nite ALMOST did too! omg wats wif me n sleeping at attica!!? must be their drinks n crazy music which make me sleepyyyy

but kinda hate the crowd at zirca nw. alot of weird ones. sigghhh but i love the people thr! attica was fun nevertheless n the people thr are uber nice too! maybe i should make tt my 2nd fav place since kerry practically migrated thr already!

we are gonna make it a point to ladies nite every once a mth nw! jus the both of us like old times since i rarely see her nw n i miss her soooo much!

no pics since we all didnt bring our cams but good memories were made in my brain!!

off to sleep again. meeting best for my bday dinz later! WHOOOO =D