so my boyfren is gonna leave me again :( back to brunei for another 17 days when he jus came back like 12 days ago!!? dam bullshit.. but wat to do.... i gotta survive all this. but am more than happy to as long as hes safe(: plus im gonna hav "custody" of Cyler(his iPhone) for the 17days. he says "CYler is gonna be disfigured by u wif all the bling n pink covers!!" HEEHEE x)my net has been fking slow so its gonna be a while till i spam this space wif TONS of pics!!! sorri ahh... but deal wif me. heh x)

monday 8th feb

-finally did my fugly nails.. my fingers are this dark purple n toes are BLUE!! heehee

-went out wif mummy to do some shopping... then to fep to meet kerry baby n karan(:

-did a lil more shopping n heeheee they noe wat i got! ;)

-over to holland to hav dindin wif william.. issac n cherlene

-kerry's mum sent me home(:

-waited for S baby to come over n i bought dindin for him.

-played taptap on his Cyler(his iphone)

tuesday 9th feb

-stay home day till the evening?

-me n S were lazy to go town so we went amk

-dindin at his fav chinese restaurant for awesome yummlicious duck

-dessert at some chinese place.. (ICY IC!!)

-caught 'i hate valentines day' gosh we had a blast laughing our assess off

-then home we wenttt

wednesday 10th feb

-S baby was at neesoon camp which was near my place

-so he woke me up at 10.30.. dragged my tired ass to get ready.. met him n we went TOWN

-DIM SUM at crystal jade!! our 1st lunch together on a weekday!! cuz normally its impossible for him to drag my ass out of my hse earlier than 2pm. heehee

-ate like cows.. full like crazzyyy!! FATNESS

-went to buy havaianas cuz he was being a sulky boy since he was told during lunch time tt he was gg brunei.. hope tt cheered u up a lil baby!

-then off to camp he went n i walked around town myself till i got tired

-causeway wif mummy to do grocerry shopping n home i went to KO on my bed

-around 8 plus S baby came over for dinner((: so he finally met my mother! funaayyee

-then sis n bf came over for dinner... it was a classic gathering..

-oh n they all(mum, sis, S baby n sister's bf) all using iPhone. im the onli BB user -.-

-after dinner.. S talked to my mummy n all.. then we left for macs!!

-twister fries n mcflurry!! MY GAWWDD FATTIES FOR LIFE!

-hanged around then home he went

i miss u already!! eyyerr POOTS :( k off to watch GLEE!! BYE

k so i havnt blogged in a loonnggg time! im losing track of my pics already. OMG even S jus said FINALLY ur blogging!!

anyways exams hav jus ended last fri... so pretty much ive been partying non stop over my 1st weekend. so lets start wif friday

friday 5th feb
-town wif vanessa n jollin n met for christine a while
-went for frolick at cine... then roamed around cine.. waited for S to come... then darren came.. kris
-pasta mania... me n S left for 1 degree 15.. YEA ALL THE WAY THERE!!

-luke's farewell wif my babies... kerry, karan, william, luke, zhiwei, deanna, june, nicole, bordin, issac k a whole lot more
-surprised early bday celebration for luke since he was enlisting the next day n he would prolly be in camp on his bday
-so a few of them left... left S, my zirca fam(kerry, karan, luke, william) zhiwei, rachel, evan, deanna n a few others... we decided to get amsterdam n chill n drink oh n camwhore!!!
-oh then we played FUZZY DUCK!! fking fun i tell u!! all the funni words tt came out
-then S n kerry n i shared a cab wanting to go home. k by then me n kerry were quite high.. we were singing dam loudly in the cab n screaming... S n the cab driver found us dam entertaining
-then we decided to make a trip to ZIRCA!!! heeheeee x)
-had more drinks n kerry got "kidnapped" away as usual.. thank goodness for S being wif me(:
-so me n S partied away at zirca till 4ish n he dropped me home.. he left for camp

saturday 6th feb
-k so the veri exhausted n worn out me n S went to the airport around 3ish to send vanessa baby off
-off we went to sentosa for ben's farewell
-it was clean fun when the sun was still shinning... the guys played beach soccer n frisbee while the 3 gfs (me, rouyu n chloe) sat n chilled
-dinner at sakae.. n then back we went to siloso beach resort
-k tts when things got pretty fucked up!! HAHA all thxs to S's gf (ahem me!)
-i kept saying "eh EVERYONE take shots!!" while i sat at 1 corner nt drinking much
-till some of them noticed i wasnt drinking so they gave me shots
-we got a few complains so we all moved to silosa beach n things got crazier since everyone was pretty wasted n all...
-some of the guys went skinny dipping... some drank more.. puked.. some ended up wif cuts n bruises on their arms n legs... omg it was MESSY shit
-oh n many gay moments too (shall upload pics soon)
-went back to the hotel n we all crashed... drank dudes everywhere lying on the floor.. it was CLASSIC

sunday 7th feb
-so we all woke up... recalling wat happened last nite... looked through the pics frm my cam.. gosh we had a BLAST laughing n all
-checked out.. n off we went to vivo for lunch at carls jr(:
-the rest left... me n S stayed to do some cny shopping together
-at 1st it was quite a wasted trip... but after S got his ted baker jumper.. we started finding quite nice stuffs too
-got 2 pairs of heels tt day.. he bought a ted baker jumper, ck boxers, shoes n belt
-had a blast but we got tired after a while
-he dropped me off at charm's place for her bday
-it was great catching up wif EVERYONE!! (: its been too long

took like 500 over pics during my this weekend!! thank goodness for SASHA(:

wanted to upload 2 pics frm each day on this post but blogger is being a peesai!! A-NNOYING!
k am off to watch GLEE!!! BYE!

weekend flashbackkk!!

friday 29th jan

-finally got my ass out of the hse to meet my partybabies for dindin at holland(: kerry, luke, william, karan, rachel, zhiwei, ryan n this guy

-fosters for some pre-drinks.. i started blasting electro music n UH OH!!!! impromptu decision to head to zirca. reunion wif my fam(kerry, luke, william, karan) but william didnt come in the end

-so 4 of us plus several others went to ZIRCA!! (:

-partied.. drama... omg but we had a blassttt

-the best part?! me n kerry met kenneth goh(owner of zirca who is my daddy's fren) again n he treated us to supper at lunar

-did u noe tt LUNAR HAS CARROT CAKE!! BAK KUT TEH!! MEEGORENG!! OMG we pigged out like crazy!! OMG

-i ate too much plus all the champagne n chivas i had to puke my food out!!

-early nite for all of us cuz we were poofed out.. but nevertheless.. zirca nites wif my fam are always FUN

*waiting on william for pics!!*

saturday 30th jan

-k so i slept at 5.45... 3hrs later.. i got a call frm S.. "baby i got someone to deliver ur present on my behalf. its outside ur door nw. go open!!"

-the veri sleepy n blur me.. wif hair all over my face.. wearing my pjs went to open the door. indeed my present was at my doorstep!! S came home(((:

-wif his luggages.. he stood be4 me.. omg i was in a daze but i was so happy to see him!!!

-changed n we headed down to chill for a bit till he left n we went home to sleep

-woke up... went to meet S... bought his boots.. went sim lim n i bought my CAMERA!!! nikon D3000 (: i was a mega happy girl!!! bf came home + the cam i always wanted!! OMG

-raffles city where we did a lil shopping... he bought jeans.. i bought shoes. we had a BLAST i tell u!! shopping wif S is jus so so fun!! his opinions n all.. my goodness(: i was truely happy tt day!

-suntec to meet the guys for dindin at astons.. desserts at gobi after where we over ordered but the desserrts were TO DIE FOR!

-back to S's place where we played wii!!! i whooped 4/5 officers in cooking mama!! until aaron managed to beat me!! TSK

-raving rabbits + rockband... i sucked at the drums. i shall stick to cooking mama

-home at 3ish?

sunday 31st jan

-over to S's place in the arvo to do some quality study...

-off we went to newton for a yummy tumtum dindin(: sambal stingray.. sambal kangkong... chicken wings.. satay n lala!! OMG

-S felt sick after dindin.. so we headed back.. but went to buy some ps3 n wii games then home we went to play!!! (:

-simply day but i had so so much fun training my hand eye coordination wif his wii. OMG IM ADDICTED!!!monday 1st feb

me n S's 1mth!!! love u baby!

-1st paper today.. i think i did okayyy

-S came to skool n picked me up n surprised me wif my 2nd bouquet of roses. this time it was peachy pinkish orangy idk wat colour but it was mad pretty(:

-didnt feel like gg town so we went to northpoint instead.. i was craving for choc souffle so bakerzin we went!!

-decided to eat dindin there.. caesar saland.. ham n cheese sandwich n choc souffle. YUM YUM i tell u!

-n they were giving out free samples on their new caramel, peanut butter n black forest cheesecake!! omg the caramel it DA BOMBS!!! everyone should try it at least once!! u will NV regret it!!!

-anyways S's fever came back.. so he sent me home n then went home. simple day but we had 3 awesome fun days((:

k he jus called((: GOOD NITE!

HAPPY 1st (:

this 1st mth wif u has been awesome(: ive written so many letters n posts to u idk if ur getting sick of it. hahah! anyways... ur morning surprise was the best!! waking up after 3 miserable hrs of sleep.. getting a call n saying tt someone is outside to deliver my present for u.. i walked out in my pjs.. hair in a mess... in a dazed mode... onli to see u standing rite at my doorstep. baby it was unforgettable. i was the 1st person tt was on ur mind when u landed n u came wif ur huge luggages. ur jus beyond amazing.

im glad these 18 days are OVER n ur back hone safely. these 2 days spent wif u hav been filled wif alot of laughters n fun! ive got a new addiction: WII! lols(:

u noe hw much u mean to me... i cant emphasise tt enough. thxs for putting in so much effort jus to contact me n made me feel safe n secure even though u were up high in the mountains or braving the jungle. i love u so so much n im sooooo thankful ur in my life.

poor sick boy is down wif fever nw. oh n kerry baby jus wished "happy one month baby!" aww i love u sweetie!

k 1st exams in 14 hrs.. GOOD NITE! will update on my AWESOME times INFINITY weekend soon!!

ps.. i got my new cam!! i named it SASHA!! (: i was a HAPPY ONE on sat nite(:

hey yalll!! its a friggin FRIDAY!! again!!! (:
2days till my baby comes home!!!! WHEEEE
so after being stuck at home for the past 5 days.. i hav decided to break out of my comfort zone n hav planned to go out tonite!!(friday) tonite's gonna be awesome cause im gonna be seeing my party babies!!! kerry baby, luke, karan, william n zhiwei!! STOKED TIMES A MILLION!! cuz i havnt seen the boys in AGGGESSS! n though i saw kerry last sat.. I MISS HER LIKE CRAZZYY! n for once we ARENT clubbing on a fri nite!! a nice din din at holland n chillout after(: YAY!

anyways i had a veri interesting nite fone call wif S. i started my hysterical nonsense (ps to him its nt nonsense cause tts wat made him fall for me. heeheee) hookaayy!! oh n my fam dam cute jus nw!!! heeheee

veri random.. but everyone MUST watch GLEE!!! (: its LOVE i tell u!!!

shal end wif... pounce tiger POUNCE!! heeheeeee x) onli S n kerry baby noeeeee

4 days!!!!

to my dearest bf who is 464875955 miles away frm me nw...

baby im so thankful u are in my life. ive nv happier n more free. these 19 days uve been away.. its been hard, torturing n long. but look where we hav come. 4 more days till ur back!! =D n i noe its gonna be an amazing return! soooo loooking forward to see ur face when u see me... the reaction.. the hugs.. the kisses. ive missed u so so much.

u were up in the mountains.. in the jungle... yet u managed to find time n the freakin reception jus to talk to me. to comfort me n let me noe u were safe n well away frm me. u braved the swamp, river n "basked" in the rain in the jungle.. soaking wet... u still called to let me noe u were fine. hearing ur voice has nv comforted me this much. im jus so glad ur coming home already.

no doubt these days uve been away.. it did make us stronger. though i feel tt uve nv realli left the country since we always communicated 1 way or another. n we've had a few heart to hearts even while ur away frm me. baby ur reassurance always make me feel tt im the luckiest girl ever. when my cat was sick.. u were so concerned for her. u even wanted to accompany me to send her to the vet. u asked hw she was doing in 1 of ur letters. n when 1 of my babygirls was upset... we turned around in the cab n went down to her jus to make sure she was fine. u always asked hw she was doing n made sure she was fine. n when my other babygirl was unsure abt wat she should do.. u gave ur 2 cents worth on her situation n comforted her. baby ur so so amazing u noee! ur 1 of the most sensitive guys ive ever met. n im so glad ur mine(:

i asked him jus nw "baby if i suddenly get knocked down by a car or land myself in hospital.. wat would u do?" in his sweetest n most caring n concerned voice "i would fly back immediately to see u. n if i realli cant... i will send 1 of the guys to make sure ur fine for me" seriously.. wat more can i ask for frm him? his sense of urgency when it comes to me.. jus made it so much clearer tt i made the perfect choice to be wif him. he will always drop a text or call me when he wakes up 1st thing in the morning.. when he gets reception in the jungle/mountain.. he would always call me. even when hes dirty, muddy, sweaty as hell n smelly... the 1st thing he always does is to call me to let me noe hes back in camp safely.

baby ur my everything. i noe we would hav a tough road ahead of us.. but im sure wif our strength n love.. we will get pass everything. uve gained the approval of my 3 most important girls in my life.. n ive gained the approval of ur 3 most important guys in ur life. through the clear blue skies n stormy weathers.. i noe we will be holding onto each other no matter wad.

i love u SYSJ (:

5 days!! WHEEE =D i can wave wif my 1 hand!! STOKED!

ive been home bound since sunday.. im gona pluck my hair out dam soon. wanna go out so badly but i noe my priorities-EXAMS! plus im lazy to change out of my fbts n tank top jus to go out. heh x) next week i will be out all week after exams(: S is gonna company me to study everyday!! wheeeeee =D

S has something sneaky up his sleeve planned for our 1mth. this is his hint "u can carry it everywhere u go n u can talk to it" like WADDD!? my goodness... im still stuck on the idea tt hes getting me a kitten. heh x) k its absurb but ive got wild guesses okaayy!

ive planned my wkend for the next 4 wks already!! heehee dam STOKED!!
but as for this week...
friday 29th jan- din din wif kerry baby n the boys at newton(:
saturday 30th jan- gym.. overnite study at the airport n wait for S to land!! =D
sunday 31st jan- study wif S in the arvo... din din wif S n maybe the guys! (:

friday 5th feb- exams end at 3.30... home.. din din wif S, vanessa n kerry baby.. ZIRCA!!
saturday 5th feb- chill day wif S... sentosa at nite
sunday 6th feb- cny shopping wif S((: chaota kid's bday at nite

STOKED TIMES A MILLION!!!!!! :D exams... BE GONE!!!!

you lil sore sour plum.. haaa go fk urself or get laid. maybe u will be happier then?