hey yalll!! its a friggin FRIDAY!! again!!! (:
2days till my baby comes home!!!! WHEEEE
so after being stuck at home for the past 5 days.. i hav decided to break out of my comfort zone n hav planned to go out tonite!!(friday) tonite's gonna be awesome cause im gonna be seeing my party babies!!! kerry baby, luke, karan, william n zhiwei!! STOKED TIMES A MILLION!! cuz i havnt seen the boys in AGGGESSS! n though i saw kerry last sat.. I MISS HER LIKE CRAZZYY! n for once we ARENT clubbing on a fri nite!! a nice din din at holland n chillout after(: YAY!

anyways i had a veri interesting nite fone call wif S. i started my hysterical nonsense (ps to him its nt nonsense cause tts wat made him fall for me. heeheee) hookaayy!! oh n my fam dam cute jus nw!!! heeheee

veri random.. but everyone MUST watch GLEE!!! (: its LOVE i tell u!!!

shal end wif... pounce tiger POUNCE!! heeheeeee x) onli S n kerry baby noeeeee

4 days!!!!

to my dearest bf who is 464875955 miles away frm me nw...

baby im so thankful u are in my life. ive nv happier n more free. these 19 days uve been away.. its been hard, torturing n long. but look where we hav come. 4 more days till ur back!! =D n i noe its gonna be an amazing return! soooo loooking forward to see ur face when u see me... the reaction.. the hugs.. the kisses. ive missed u so so much.

u were up in the mountains.. in the jungle... yet u managed to find time n the freakin reception jus to talk to me. to comfort me n let me noe u were safe n well away frm me. u braved the swamp, river n "basked" in the rain in the jungle.. soaking wet... u still called to let me noe u were fine. hearing ur voice has nv comforted me this much. im jus so glad ur coming home already.

no doubt these days uve been away.. it did make us stronger. though i feel tt uve nv realli left the country since we always communicated 1 way or another. n we've had a few heart to hearts even while ur away frm me. baby ur reassurance always make me feel tt im the luckiest girl ever. when my cat was sick.. u were so concerned for her. u even wanted to accompany me to send her to the vet. u asked hw she was doing in 1 of ur letters. n when 1 of my babygirls was upset... we turned around in the cab n went down to her jus to make sure she was fine. u always asked hw she was doing n made sure she was fine. n when my other babygirl was unsure abt wat she should do.. u gave ur 2 cents worth on her situation n comforted her. baby ur so so amazing u noee! ur 1 of the most sensitive guys ive ever met. n im so glad ur mine(:

i asked him jus nw "baby if i suddenly get knocked down by a car or land myself in hospital.. wat would u do?" in his sweetest n most caring n concerned voice "i would fly back immediately to see u. n if i realli cant... i will send 1 of the guys to make sure ur fine for me" seriously.. wat more can i ask for frm him? his sense of urgency when it comes to me.. jus made it so much clearer tt i made the perfect choice to be wif him. he will always drop a text or call me when he wakes up 1st thing in the morning.. when he gets reception in the jungle/mountain.. he would always call me. even when hes dirty, muddy, sweaty as hell n smelly... the 1st thing he always does is to call me to let me noe hes back in camp safely.

baby ur my everything. i noe we would hav a tough road ahead of us.. but im sure wif our strength n love.. we will get pass everything. uve gained the approval of my 3 most important girls in my life.. n ive gained the approval of ur 3 most important guys in ur life. through the clear blue skies n stormy weathers.. i noe we will be holding onto each other no matter wad.

i love u SYSJ (:

5 days!! WHEEE =D i can wave wif my 1 hand!! STOKED!

ive been home bound since sunday.. im gona pluck my hair out dam soon. wanna go out so badly but i noe my priorities-EXAMS! plus im lazy to change out of my fbts n tank top jus to go out. heh x) next week i will be out all week after exams(: S is gonna company me to study everyday!! wheeeeee =D

S has something sneaky up his sleeve planned for our 1mth. this is his hint "u can carry it everywhere u go n u can talk to it" like WADDD!? my goodness... im still stuck on the idea tt hes getting me a kitten. heh x) k its absurb but ive got wild guesses okaayy!

ive planned my wkend for the next 4 wks already!! heehee dam STOKED!!
but as for this week...
friday 29th jan- din din wif kerry baby n the boys at newton(:
saturday 30th jan- gym.. overnite study at the airport n wait for S to land!! =D
sunday 31st jan- study wif S in the arvo... din din wif S n maybe the guys! (:

friday 5th feb- exams end at 3.30... home.. din din wif S, vanessa n kerry baby.. ZIRCA!!
saturday 5th feb- chill day wif S... sentosa at nite
sunday 6th feb- cny shopping wif S((: chaota kid's bday at nite

STOKED TIMES A MILLION!!!!!! :D exams... BE GONE!!!!

you lil sore sour plum.. haaa go fk urself or get laid. maybe u will be happier then?

6days..
coming 5days when it strikes 12 till bf comes HOME!!! (:
sorri for the lack of updates... but exams are realli killing my poor brain cells. im eating alot more than be4 n obviously im ballooning like a huffalump!! OMG!! still gyming though but mehh nt seeing any results :( pfftt

omg i cant even rmb when i last blogged!! TSK! whoever invented exams should die in a hole!! obviously he/she doesnt hav a social life!! PFFT. k a flashback to my weekend!!

friday 22nd jan
-skool as usual.. FKING LAST DAY!! we had a blasttt(:
-facial.. n straight to town to meet cherie baby!!! omg i miss my babygirl soooooo much!
-caught up n all.. then vanessa baby.. jollin n jh came!!
-wanton mee at fep... stone stone.. they left n me n vanessa baby headed to cine for FROLICK!! YUMYUM (shit craving nw!!!)
-i had 3 choices.. zirca/supper wif kerry baby.. boat quay or goodwood park hotel.. guess wad!!! i chose.. NONE!!!
-i headed home instead n gosh i nv felt happier to go home on a fri nite!!
-me n kerry decided nt to go anywhere n be good girls n stay hoem(: my fam was sooo shocked plss!

saturday 23rd jan
-morning call frm S.. hes dam cute "eh baby get up! ur gonna be late for skool!" me"baby its a saturday!" LOLs
-kerry baby came over at 12.30.. tantan under the nice hot sun(: we got tanner.. but it kinda faded after a while?
-had a pigg out day!! green tea ice-cream.. bagel crisps.. chee chong fun... n a WHOLE LOT of FRUITS!! YUMYUM
-impromptu plans to go wavehse!! she dragged my lazy ass out of the hse!!
-wavehse was SHIT!!! k maybe cuz by the time we got there.. everyone was either wasted.. gone.. passed out n went home!! we went around 12ish thinking its the "normal" partying time.. but NOPE!
-me n kerry left around 2ish... headed down to zirca jus to say hi to the bouncers.. oh we were in our bikini(wif a top over obviously!) n SANDALS!!!
-they all said "went wavehse huh!! GO BACK LA DUN COME BACK!!" LOLs funnaayyee
-we went into zirca wif sandals!! SANDALS OKAAYY!! my gawwdd we had a blasttt
-supper outside zirca again.. curry puff n prata!! YUMYUM(: it was the onli time kerry baby was actually happy the whole nite. LOL
-oh then kenneth gave me his 3 currypuffs n i took kerry's curry.. my lunch the next day!! heehee x)

k i promise a proper pic post soon!! once im over wif fking exams..
ps... my baby is finally coming home soon!! OMG OMG STOKED!! this sneaky boy has something planned up his sleeves n he refuse to tell me!!pfftt... suspicious sneaky boy of mine. ANTICIPATION for his arrival n wat he has got planned(:
i guessed he was gonna get me a kitten!! hahaahah! but he said.. NO!! pooper :(

10 days...
hey peoople we are moving on to a single digit tmr!! YAY =D

ive been stuck at home since sunday!!!! OMG MIRACLE!! well besides gg to skool.. n then escape 1/2 way cause i feel tt im wasting my life staring at the lecturer when i can be home doing productive studying... YEPPERS!! i actually hav started studying!! i started stressing out n went a bit psycho at S.. (my poor boy had to take my shit all the way in brunei)

k so my daily routine so far has been...
home frm skool by 2... nap till 4.. wake up n study till 6... gym frm 6-7... rest.. 8 study again... 11 im done for the day!!

UHHUH!! im kinda used to all this. esp the gym part!! its like im addicted to the gym!! MUST go everyday if nt i will die!! heehee x) rock hard abs.. im on my wayyy!! (k la long way more but i can dream riteee!)

S hasnt called me since 1 :( my poor busy worn out soldier. aiyooooo... i will NV in a million yrs understand wat he realli is gg through. anyways last nite we had a nice heart to heart talk(: the reassurance we gave each other.. made me all warm n fuzzy. n im still falling head over heels for him(: if he was next to me i would squish him so tight(: hes jus such a sweetie ya noeeee! im jus so blessed n thankful to hav him in my life. though hes away nw... when he gets back he promised to make it up to me(:

anyways im making this clear... i wont be answering any questions on formspring abt me n my past anymore. i mean cmon people its been 5 fking mths!!! watever we both do in our lives is OUR business. so.. YEA!!!

goodbye!! gg down for a nite walk... then off to bed. studying realli kills ur brain i swear!! tmr am finally gg to see the world!! facial after skool.. n meeting yvonne baby in town then im gonna hav an early nite(: YES.. GO ME!! no clubbing till feb 5th when S comes back!!!! =D

11 days left...

hav been sick again.. urgg dreading but yet loving it at the same time. ive got a love hate r/s wif my body. lols! plus i actually got down to studying these days... AND ive been gg faithfully to the gym since sunday until yesterday(tues!) YEPPERS! go fit me n lose weight me!! this is wat i do to keep myself busy till S comes back(: well im quite satisfied wif hw discipline i am wif the whole gymming thing. in the past it was soooo difficult to get my ass down to the gym n mind u its jus below my hse -.- nw i get my ass down there even when im sick like a dog!! heh x)

anyways this weekend would be studying AGAIN.. n kerry baby should be coming over on sat to chill n bake pie!! wheeee =D yepperss am STOKED! n nt forgetting my lose weight get fit plan at the gym!! ive made the gym my 2nd home already. LOLs

k am quite peeved n taken back by wats still gg around. k i dun get y people cant jus let go of wat people hav done in the past. i mean its the past rite? people learn n move on frm it. so if the person tt actually went through everything can let it go.. y cant random people out there let it go too? i mean cmon.. cut tt poor girl some slack ayyeee! its a mistake she aint proud of at all. wat bothers me is where the hell are all these shit coming frm!!? some people jus love to fk peoples lives up huh! well go get laid or something. maybe tt would make u feel better?? n maybe then u would stop talking rubbish!

im veri thankful for this babygirl of mine. who has stuck through everything wif me since last aug till nw. yes ive known her for a short period of time.. but shes been there wif me through thick n thin. through the emo drunk moments.. to the happy drunk moments. n nw tt im suffering frm major S withdrawal syndromes.. she texts me everyday to check tt im fine(: wat will i ever do without u baby!!!? u mean sooooo much to me n i love u to bits!!!

ps.. we both hav decided to go on a 'once a mth clubbing' plan!! so this weekend its.. BAKE A PIE DAY!! WHEEE =D

k boyfren has been doing well in brunei.. he woke me up in a veri scary way jus nw. yea freak me out alone. tskkkk!! i noe he will be fine.. but u noe.. paranoia of a gf? yeaaa!! hate this laaa :(

off to bed.. nursing a flu bug is nooooooo joke!! esp nw tt ive ran out of med... n S is away n cant get me any :( sighh depressing much!!?

13 days..

http://formspring.me/foeshitzme
k go ahead n ask me anything(:

its late... im suppose to be sleeping but this stupid headache is killing me. ive been having this burning headache on n off these few days.. i swear its part of the withdrawal syndrome frm S.. LOVESICKNESS!!!

k byee! i missed S's call jus nw. nw im depressed... NITE!

ps.. he managed to get reception AGAIN in the jungle!! WHEEE =D but his fone is dying.. pfftt... no contact till tues i guess :(

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jus got a call frm S... im so miserable.. my headache isnt helping me at all. im losing my poor mind nw... hes been away frm me for 5 days.. i havnt seen or touched him in 5 days. well beggers cant be choosers.. at least i get to hear his voice n read his text msges. still missing him like crazy..

good nite!

14 days...
2 weeks till you're back in my arms again...
listening to neyo's 'never knew i needed you'.. its me n S's song btw... my mind is filled wif images of me n you... all the memories we have created so far together... n i noe theres gonna be a whole lot more memories to create together.

i cant imagine im in a comfy cushiony bed n hes out in the jungle wif who noes wat in there. sighhh.. i miss him like crazy its nt funni at all... hes sleeping.. im typing this. im gg a bit crazy here!!!

k side track frm my bf... i jus realise ive got 2 weeks till exams. n all ive done for the past 12 weeks of skool is muck around. i hav nt touched my books or notes at all. yepperss im pretty much screwed!? FML times a million plssss!!! k im moving my ass downstairs my hse later to actually start on some productive studying!!! URG

k to motivate myself.. i shall list out events to look forward to in feb!!

cny shopping wif S((:maybe a short trip to bkk(my 1st time there!!!) reunion dinner.cny.valentines day.a visit to chinatown wif S.hardcore partying for the next 3 weeks of my life be4 uni starts... YEPPERS! k go me!!

15 days...
ps.. ive got formspring !!! so go ahead n ask me anything!! dun worry i wont bite((:
http://formspring.me/foeshitzme

ive been so lazy to upload pics these days!! net too slow. anyways if ur on my fb... u should be updated by my pics on my profile so for the time being jus head over there to look at wat havoc ive been up to. LOLs

friday 15th jan
-skool as usual.. alot of funni moments. rosie posie makes us laugh i swear!!
-twin said "we gain abs!!" HAHAHA

-headed home.. then slept for a while.. woke up n change..
-me n kerry baby were budgeting (part of our SMS save money scheme) so we decided to take a train to newton!! TRAIN OKAYYY!! n we had many explicit convos on the train i think the people thoe we were weird. oh wellss!! WHO GIVES! i love my babygirl(:
-ivan picked us up newton mrt station... over to newton for dinner (YEA DAM BUDGET plsss!)
-bumped into inquisitive n he was wif DIPLO!! UHHUH!
-anyways we waited for elissa to come... went over to newton mrt to pick theo up.. ivan dropped us 4 at zirca
-S called(:
-the usuals when i get to zirca.. "where hav u been huh!! so long nv see u!" HAHAHA i felt so loved n missed when i saw the bouncers(:
-kenneth told me to buy redbull for everyone.. i refused!! then he said "i ban u!" LAMEEEE
-thxs to jimmy for the chivas.. we pretty much got high enough... LOLs
-kissdafunk was amazing!!!! (: didnt realli appreciate them when i was sober.. but when i was a tad bit high.. okay they were amazing!! LOL (maybe my ears were playing tricks wif me! haaa)

okay zirca has this "godfather" who rides a bicycle n sells currypuff, prata, nasi lemak, chicken wing n idk wad. the bouncers always get their mid nite snacks frm him. so last nite me n kerry baby decided to try out his food. n gosh we had a BLAST!! best supper ever after zirca!! LOL we ate prata n currypuff rite on the road outside zirca. unglam times a million but it was EPIC!! HAHAHA

nice nice ivan came to pick us up around 2.40? yea me n kery had a surprisingly early nite.. i was too tired anyways! normally we would stay till closing but last nite i wasnt in a partying mood so no point staying anyways...

pics are wif elissa.. would get them off her soon(:

oh oh u noe theres actually reception in brunei's jungle!! LIKE COOL LAAAA!!! so S managed to call me(: heehee... he was sitting by the fire.. so i said...

me: eh are u guys gonna sing camp fire songs?
S: wtf noooo!! army okaayy nt girl guides!
me: but realli wadd! HAHA if u tell ur guys ur gf said this.. i think they would piss themselves laughing! im so darn entertaining!!
S: no way am i gonna tell them!! LOLs
me: are u gonna eat toasted mashmellows!?
S: NOOOO!! u think wad? plus we dun hav mashmellows
me: aiya but i wannttt!!

HAHA!! my boyfren prolly thinks im a JOKE! LOLs!! but realli wad campfire must hav songs n mashmellows riteee!!? u noe the way he describes the jungle.. its like survivor!!! sleeping in hammocks or grass.. washing ur utensils in the stream... eating preserved process food!?

me: if u throw me in the jungle... i would die in 5mins!
S: yea i think so too!!

HAHAH!! kk la we entertain each other.. he almost sounds like tarzan!! heehee x) k BYEE!

i show u something dam cool!!
some self entertainment in skool.. heehee x) i feel like a fish in a fish bowl!! CHEAP THRILLS!!

S is in the river swimming.. wif combat boots n his gears n all... MISS U!!

day 1...

i woke up at 5am to go to the toilet... i checked my fone... 4.30am.. S texted me((: i smiled so wide cause at least i noe hes reached safely.

8.29am.. his name flashed on my screen.. it was a call frm brunei((: it was great to hear his voice after 7hrs... k so basically the whole day we texted each other wif onli a few hrs interval in between n all... it realli doesnt feel like hes away frm me. plus he called 3 times today. though i dun feel tt hes away... im still missing him like crazy. baby i love u so so much...

so i dragged my ass to skool cause i promised S i would be gg skool for the next 8 days no matter wad. stats killed me n twin... then it was town to get her jeans n my yoghurt. starbucks for 3 1/2 hrs rushing out our presentation. we almost killed each other wif our crankiness. but we had some good laughs along the way... the best one was our Chanel n ChanNel joke!! HAHAH! i told S n he laughed.

anyways my diet was an EPIC FAIL!!! ive been TRYING to pretend im living in the jungle like S too wif minimal food. but apparently today was a FAILURE!! k tmr i shall start again!!

S is gg to the river n swimming tmr. weather there aint tt good. paranoia n stress levels will increase frm 6am to 2pm tmr till i receive a text frm him n let me noe hes save. i miss u babyboy...

the countdown begins..

till u are back in my arms again

k so S is leaving on a jungle adventure to brunei in 3hrs.. (hes prolly at the airport nw) i was suppose to send him off but jus the thot of having to see him walk through the departure gates jus killed me already. so i went over to his place n said bye there.

i kept smiling when he looked into my eyes.. i tried my veri best to stop those tears frm falling down. when he hugged me... i felt my heart dropping to the bottom of the ocean. it was heart wrenching. the final hug at his doorstep... i could feel my tears ready to burst out of my eye sockets.. i held it back wif every inch of energy i had. when i let him go n had my back against him.. the tears came rolling down.

ive been through many separations. but idk y this time seemed to hurt even more. k i noe y.. cause im fking in love wif him. yea hes onli gg away for 19 days but the thot of nt having him here in the same country as me sucks. ive been so used to his morning wake up calls n forcing me to get my ass to skool. for 19 days i think im gonna die n im sure to be late for skool for the last 8 days.

this short separation would test us... so in a way its good but yet torturing!!! :( well im gonna stay strong n nt cry anymore!! afterall hes my jungle warrior n i cant be a wuss riteee!

i always tell him.. "ur gonna be saving the country n im gonna turn into a skool nerd!" LOLs...

i miss him already... i jus cant wait till these painful 19days to be over n hes back!!! we hav sooooo many things to do when he comes back.. cny shopping.. ben's farewell.. zirca.. quality make up time!!! yepperss STOKED!

i love u baby... n im gonna be faithfully counting down on my fb.. twitter n blog till u come back! =D

flashbackkk

sat 9th jan
-stay in day wif S((:
-he came over around 2ish 3... picked me up frm home n off we went to causeway point(ps i HATE heartland places on weekends. friggine crowded!!)
-lunch at some chinese place... duck duck. being wif him he makes me explore diff kinds of food. heh i likeeyy
-grocerry shopping at cold storage n gosh we had a BLAST!! lols he had to control me frm buying nonsense.. but ended up his hands started grabbing nonsense frm the shelf n putting it in the basket
-we chalked up a bill of 60bucks n its jus the 2 of us!! DIE la next time!
-went to buy 'marley n me' n 'i love u man'
-home... we baked a chocolate cake together cause i was craving((:
-watched 'i love u man' n we pissed ourselves laughing like crazzyyy!
-a nice homecooked meal.. then off we went to the pool to attempt to lose wat we ate. HAHAH
-heart to hearts in the jacuzzi wif random kids jumping here n there.. -.-
-home to shower.. off we went to meet shaun, ry, ben, darren, zx n chloe at parklane for l4d2!!!
-we all had a blast killing each other.. i had a blast killing my boyfren. HEH x) he calls me dangerous cause when im the zombie.. i attack him like crazzyyyy!
-around 2ish... went down to supperclub to check on kerry baby. she got me n S worried!
-macs supper wif S... then home(:

awesome nice chill day i had wif S. i can realli get used to this

mon 11th jan
-met S in town around 5ish... dinner... aimless walking
-decided to catch 'avatar' n i didnt get the start of the movie at all!! k i was DAM SLOW
-anywhos... we headed to hk cafe after at ion.. ate like some glutton.. peanut butter french toast is YUM! but dam gross after a while
-trained home... heart to hearts n got emo together

tues 12th jan
-S came to pick me up frm skool wif a bouquet of rose (blue rose mind u!!) n a necklace((:
-went to 'eighteen chefs' at northpoint n we had an amazing meal!!! GREAT pasta i tell u!
-i felt like a fatty.. so we walked... went to some dodgy barber to shave his head for his brunei trip
-home to jus spend some time together.. he left around 5
-i slept... woke up... headed over to his place
-we had a mini gift exchange. heh cutesieee(: glad he had a good laugh wif wat i wrote n wat i got him for his trip
-said goodbye to him there...

to be continued.. next post

for you i will... jus got back frm a nice fri nite wif S((: towned wif vanessa n john n they are a bite size couple i tell u!! both so small size. omg MAD CUTEE!! hanged around till 9ish at cine wif the skaterboys then S n marcus came for dinner.. aimless walking wif S around orchard... borders to look at cupcake recipe books.. i should realli invest in a good cupcake recipe book soon since im gonna be baking alot for my hungry lil cupcake monster!! heehee x)

finally decided to crash shaun's place which is also cherie's condo... so me n her had a nice heart to heart talk after ages again((: love u babygirl n thxs for the dress!!

headed over to shaun's wif macs supper.. again my bf is a nugget thief n nw also an apple pie thief! TSK but he cute wat to do!!! =D so it was a couples' nite in wif S, shaun n rou yu. we caught 'the ugly truth' n my poor boy was so poofed out he fell asleep on my shoulders throughout the whole movie.

decided to send him home 1st since he always sends me home 1st... n nw im home(: gonna crash soon.. hes prolly in lala land nw

i dun get hw some people can be so clingy of the past? fking leave me n my babygirls alone. stop trying to find out things or try to even get close to MY gfs n talk abt me. ur so fking repulsive its grossing ALL OF US out!! fking get over urself n stop thinking wat ur the best for me n blah blah all tt shit. sorri cause ive found someone who is even better than anyone else on this planet n someone who is actually independent n who will support me through everything. jus because i refuse to reply ur msges.. doesnt mean my gfs will reply u anything abt me. so jus fking do US all a favour n leave US alone!!! i thot we could stay frens... but sorri i guess nt in a million yrs. ps.. i dont want anything to do wif u anymore. there will NEVER EVER be a us again. mark my words on this.

im truely happy n satisfied wif everything in my life nw. ive got gfs n guy pals who will always support me through everything be it for fun or when im down. ive got a bf who loves me for me n i noe he will nv let me down. the 19 days hes gonna be away will kill me. but i noe when he gets back... we are gonna make up for it n im sooooo looking forward it. thxs baby for everything. ur truely my happy pill. waking up every morning n hearing ur voice jus starts my day off rite. n when ur nt beside me or texting or on the fone wif me... i feel so empty. but once ur name flashes on my screen... i smile frm ear to ear jus like a lil girl again. ur all tt i need.. all i ever want. quote frm u 'my one my all' (: i love u so much SYSJ!!! =D

gonna hav a nice day in wif S later(: chilling by the pool n then a home cooked meal after. yeppy doodles!! blissful love.... heehee

hi hi i miss my jungle warrior!!!!

in class nw... rosie posie being dam anal this morning.. like funni!!

my jungle warrior dam cuteee. heehee x) jap noodles wif him later!! WHEEEHAAA =D then gg over to his to chill wif the guys n play rockband n spend some quality guy time wif them(: YEPPPERSS STOKED!

cough n sniff in class. heeheee.. its an infectious place

ps... i sound like a man... S thinks i sound like him when he was 7. hahahah! k on the breek of losing my voice nw

veri OVERDUE pics!! last few days of 2009
18th dec 09
Zirca.. which turned out to a puke fest...
heehee im their lovechild((:19th dec 09
Supper24th dec 09
Alcova.Supper25th dec 09
Zirca27th dec 09
Haji lane.suntec
k still got zouk.. new yr.. supperclub n 1 degree 15 pics to upload!!!!

am down wif the flu still.. nw its wif a cough. booo. sis jus left for bukat... dad jus came back frm bkk.. dang im no more the queen of the hse. pfftt.. n mumsie is enjoying NZ she doesnt wanna come back. shes gg for the hot spring spa thingy i went 4 yrs back.. SHIT i NEED of a SPA plsssss!

anyways am currently waiting for S to deliver dinner for me. heehee i wonder wat hes gonna get me. hmmms.. well since he noes my taste buds so well.. im sure hes gonna get something nice to fill my stomach. oh n hes sooo cute. keeps insisting to buy medicine for me when my whole hse has like a whole yr supply!? then he said "okay then im gonna take u to the doc!" HAHHA love love love(:

ps.. i havnt eaten a proper meal the whole day!! (:

k so this was sunday at 1 degree 15 wif S n my partybabies(: it was some awesome fun we had camwhoring like maddd!! will upload the "photoshoot" pics soon taken by zhiwei, deanna n rachel!! awesome photographers i tell u!! yepperss me n S found ourselves photographers n nw we are the model couple. HAHAH!

anyways skool has started for most. for many its a new yr.. me? well im continuing my sem n gosh its been BAD!!! thank goodness for S's morning call... got me up immediately n its always pleasant to hear someone u love early in the morning(:

am currently down wif the flu. so S being such a sweetie decided to surprise me at my door step today at 9pm wif flu medicine n vitamins. its dam funni cause after skool i went to watsons wif twin to buy supplies n all. HAHHA!! kk cannot say wat i got n all cause he reads my blog!! sshh mind u he came all the way frm changi to woodlands jus to send medicine n see me okaayy!! heeeheee(:

we spent 3 hrs having heart to heart talks n all(: awesome nite i tell u... heeheeeee !

realli fking cant wait till he gets back frm brunei. imagine him being in the jungle for 19 fking days leaving me here!! boooo :( we've already got things planned when he comes back!! heehee :D

zirca on 5th feb..
send vanessa baby off. ben's farewell at sentosa on 6th feb
cny shopping wif S on 7th feb

YEPPERS STOKED!! k 19 days HURRY UP PAST!!

good nite.. my sick ass is gg to bed nw. my poor boy is sick nw thxs to me. ooppssieee.

iloveyouSYSJ!!!

this new LoVe((:
its scary how to complete strangers have the exact same thinking.. say the same words at the same time and like the same things. and we came from the same high school in perth.

no wait its not scary.. its just too much of a coincidence that we became so compatible together.

these few days have been spent meeting each others' frens and just having a good time together. and im so glad that his frens are so accepting and encourging abt us and so are my frens(: we have such amazing and supportive frens that everything is jus made so much easier for both of us.

yepperss.. am truely happy in love again((: i love u sexy S!! wheeeee =D

sat 2nd jan
-haji lane wif S for shisha((: some alone time together
-we went to hogs breath wif kerry baby, justin, clement, melvin, ben, darren n aaron
-oh we bumped into S's aunty n uncle!!
-kerry baby, S n i left for supperclub
-elissa, sai, steffy, brendon, han n hui zhen supper-ed together
-scandals here n there.. HAHAH JOKE
-me n S baby left at 2am for macs cause i got hungry
-we had a nugget fight... n S is a nugget thief!! RAHH
-oh oh we bought a "mini S" its some doraemon dressed in a rabbit for the zodiac thingy
-S is a rabbit!! we are waiting for the monkey to come out!!
-supper closed, S, kerry baby, ivan n i headed for prata
-talked alot of shit n laughed ALOOOTTT

sun 3rd jan
-i slept like a pig.. couldnt wake up despite S calling n texting me
-finally decided to get up at 3ish
-william called.. so S picked me up n off we went to 1 degree 15 at sentosa
-S, luke, william, zhiwei, deanna, rachel, victor n chester were all there(: had a blast jus camwhoring at the pool HAHA
-oh bumped into sai n aaron there too!!
-dinner was AMAZING wif awesome company
-food was YUM!! desserts were TO DIE FOR!!!!
-pleasant simple day wif alot of camwhoring!!
-nw me n S hav become a model couple... they kept snapping shots of us together n gosh i think we hav a few 100 pics togethers within these few days?! LOLs

ps.. we hav all decided to cut down on clubbing n hav more simple and nice days like this(((:

on the fone wif S nwww(: k gonna talk to him n get him off to bed soon!! BYEBYE!!

pss.. i love my boyfren. heeheee :p

the last few days of 2009
mon 28th dec
-stay home day wif vanessa baby(:

-stayed over.. went for a run in the pool. HAHA funni i tell u!!

-slept.. heart to hearts... omg love this girl to BITS!!!

tues 29th dec

amk.Supperclub

-v baby attempted to pull me out of bed to go to the gym but failed. heehee

-mani, facial wif her at 2.30.. didnt leave the place till like 5?!

-ion to meet naomi n jonathan while vanessa went home n change

-'colour me thank u' party at supperclub n i was the door bitch together wif sherlene stamping people n all. heehee FUN FUN!! =D

-n as usual getting disturbed by supper's bouncers. pffttt -.-

-i was at the counter the whole nite refusing to move cause inside was out n according to keon smelly frm all the sweat n all. HAHHAA

-so alot of familiar faces including my perth babies.. vanessa, naomi, kris, mitchell, jonathan

-event ended at 3.30? waited around for luke to finish n all n we headed to macs for breaky(:

wed 30th dec

Zouk

-so my day started late as usual thxs to me gg home at 7 in the morning..

-went to meet deanna at sembawang n off we went to town to slack n chill

-sean came down n we had a late dinner

-waited for vanessa baby to come wisma n off we headed to Zouk

-k so shit happened along the way... but thank goodness for bumping into melvin.. omg he practically saved us!!!

-mambo nite wif sean, ben, shaun, vanessa, deanna, clarmont, darren, brendon omg n a whole lot more

-we were at the vip area the whole nite n gosh we were literally stepping on each others' feet. it was TAT PACKED!!

-i fking had a blast!! mambo nite i swear was fun but onli wif the guys!! they are EPIC i tell u!!

-prata after wif everyone... n sean sent me home(:

thurs 31st dec

cine.heeren.liquid kitchen

-met sean at 6ish.. heehee i was late

-we caught alvin n the chipmunks!! OMG DAM FUNNI N SOOO CUTE!! i fking wanna keep chipmunk nwww!!

-dinner at shokudo at heeren n boy it was AWESOME

-sat n had heart to hearts((:

-went over to wheelock to get brendon, his cousin n han n off we went to liquid kitchen for countdown

-k so there was me, sean, brendon + cousin, ben, shaun + gf, darren, clarmont, eric, han

-i was sooo in the countdown mood i started shouting n screaming like a crazy fker

-i had a blassttt!! till the fking bottle of 151 came. k me n sean died after tt. though i stil rmb wat happened n all

-i puked like some bitch but the guys realli took care of me(:

-andria baby came for a while...

-home at 4ish.. mumsie asked if i was drunk i said no. HAHAHA

fri 1st jan

HAPPY FKIN 2010 PEOPLE!!! (:

i can finally say im 18(though nt officially but ya noeee!!) heeheee(: i started my 2010 in an awesome way wif soooo much love!!! heeheee.. am veri veri happy.. n so is S(: oh oh n all our frens too!!! they are soooooo funni i tell u!

i decided to stay home today. i can barely open my fking eyes. tmr arvo wif andria baby, evening wif the guys, nite wif kerry baby + the guys to zirca!! YEPPERSS HAPPY!

mumsie's in NZ.. dad leaving for bkk tmr.. so kerry baby is gonna crash tmr nite!! WHEEE STOKED!! =D

am missing S baby nww... to go over his place to chill wif him n the guys or nt!!?! but im sooo lazy n tired!!! booo :(

pics frm saturday 12th dec
cine.boat quay.homeclub.zirca.supper dun hav pics from ss2 its wif some other chick.. if i can even find her on fb. HAHAH! yea i jus realise i am soooo laid back wif pics n all. theres still my massive 8 day party week plus wed at zouk n nys!!!!

more pics coming ur way!! (: